♥ Huii Liing

2012-01-06T22:57:00.000+08:00

CUT FRINGE?? YES?? NO??

Happy 2012 New Year

2011-12-31T23:59:00.007+08:00

So fast and 2011 is coming to an end! It was really a sucky year the most! A really bad one.. All I hope was a better year for 2012! Shall just roughly sum up 2011..

Countdown at arcadia which we'll be doing that this year again since I'm working on that day~

After that went to zouk to drink!

Old Sch Night at Se7en.

First time ate at The Handburger

Trip to Johor with Li and Jo

Birthday dinner with Family (No pic)

Eve of CNY

CNY Day 1

CNY Day 2

CNY Day 3

Birthday with Jo

Birthday with Tornado Peeps

Reunion CNY Steamboat with Tornado Peeps!

Second time I become tution teacher~

First time eating at Soup Spoon

Timbre with peeps

First time cook Chilli crabs for Dad's birthday

Chilli crabs at Anna's house

First time break down at Iluma.

Went to West Coast Park alone till morning

First time ate at Swee Choon Tim Sum Restaurant

First time to Butter Factory

Took flyer

Went MBS Sky Park

Pinic with Ht, Pf and Phoebe!

Kpop Night at Double O!

Ootoya Japanese Restaurant with Jo

Mother's Day at Sakura Buffet

Chocolate Fondue at Hendersen!

Licence to Play!

Father's Day at Crystal Jade

Ju Shin Jung Korean BBQ!

Todai at MBS!

Batam Trips

SHINee Concert

Finished 17th weeks of Internship at Cairnhill Metrology Pte Ltd

Party at Phuture (2nd breakdown)

Birdpark Trip

Halloween Night at USS!

Sundown Festival

MAMA at Stadium

TVXQ Fan Party

Party at Zouk/Phuture

Party at Butter Factory

Gay's Night at Zirca

Dinner with Jo at Sapporo Ramen

Les Night at Play with Jo's frens! (P.S: Some of her frens are really cute!)

Treating last dinner with family before yr ends!

To sum this yr up, it was not a good yr.. Too much hurts, too much stress, too much troubles.. I just wish in 2012, it will be a better yr, much more better! However, I met alot of new friends! Be it my colleagues during internship, or friend's friend whom may or may not even contact again, well, at least I believe if we'll become friends, we'll meet again. :]

Just realize I drank alot this yr, especially the second part of the yr. plus some of my friends know that I ..... But I will quit. I hate also.

Didn't have any mood to think of any resolution for 2012.. Anyways, I just hope that everything will be better, smoother in either family, friends, relationship, work or studies for everyone I know.. Gonna have a simple countdown with my peeps!

I Love you guys! :]

HAPPY 2012 NEW YEAR!!! :D

2011-12-28T21:40:00.003+08:00

I can't trust your words anymore.. So the real reason isn't what you told me, then how would u want me to trust u again? Pushing all the blame on me and I'm just like a fool.. I don't wan to get hurt badly again. You're just like any other jerks... It's over..

P.S: I just don't understand why ppl would rather come my blog to see what happen to me or even ask thru others then coming straight to me to ask me what happen? This just simply proved that you're not caring about me but just simply KPO... Disappointed.. There's just no one I could really trust that much right now.. So, if you're like that, then you shouldn't be interfering what I'm doing..

2011-10-20T01:58:00.001+08:00

Couldn't slept so am here to blog when time is almost 2am in 15mins time. It's the third day of sch and basically the time table is really short if fyp slots were to be taken out as the hrs per day for it is roughly 4 to 5hrs! But anyway, it also depends on our group whether we wanna meet up to do the project tgt or do it at home. But I believe meet up to do tgt would be more efficient then doing it at home because it will be easier to communicate. Anw, taking about fyp, we have just met our clients yesterday afternoon. They are pretty nice ppl but we have another group doing the same projects as us meaning that we have competitive so we have to do better in order to get a better grade. Gonna put in more effort then any other project as it will be a very critical grading for this semester! We only have one module, one elective and one fyp for this semester so have to work hard! I have just appeal to switch elective module to Linux instead of taking advance java as its too difficult to understand at all!! Totally too difficult to understand and I have gave back him the basic of java alr. :/ hopefully my appeal will be successful.

Today we had 2hr plus break so clique decided to go bowling but I'm wearing flat so I dun wanna play. But it's been so long since we had fun tgt! The most epic one was Kugan with his funny bowling style! Hahas. Joke of the day! I bet we'll have lesser time for play for this semester alr. Time to put in our best effort for fyp! And today finally get to see pf, Brenda and Agnes! But Agnes sat too far which we didn't get to talk to. Seeing them makes me miss our first yr in the same class, having so much fun! Nw, they are busy with internship while we are busy with fyp so let's hope we'll have a great gathering after this sem!! :D

Well, if you are thinking of wanting to come to my sch, better think twice as it sucks to the core!! As years goes by, I hate this sch more and more!! Issues after another especially the internship grading by saying that they forgot to tell us is the reason for not grading us. I guess this issue will not rest.

Hais. Life is so stressful. I'm not gonna care so much about other ppl's life for nw. Just wanna make sure that the things I'm doing right now will go smoothly and also graduate smoothly. Alright. Enough of my ranting. Time to head to bed. Later gonna wake up to meet my group for fyp before photo taking session at 10.30! :] nites.

2011-10-08T20:17:00.002+08:00

Been realizing I've been abandon my blog for a month! Sooner, I think this blog will die as I'm having my fyp this coming sem which I'm starting sch in another weeks time! How fast is it? Just remember I just entered poly, met new friends, have class outing such as chalet and now, we are in yr 3 last sem doing our fyp! Time really flies! However, I hate my timetable! It sucks! Everyday start sch so early, yet end sch so late, only except for thurs, start early, end not so late... How torturing it could be! Anyway, for the past months, have been working and working.. And recently, I kinda become quiet while working. Its not like the past anymore. Everything changes. Thus, all I could do now is to keep quiet since things have been changing. Really dunno what to say but ya.. Well, anyway, will be working there till next week and will be saying bye bye to there. Wouldn't be working there anymore. Sometimes love the place alot yet sometimes it hurts me alot. But well, thats reality. Anyway, will be going back to visit if I have the time. One thing I hope is that our friendship wouldn't be becoming distance like now.. Sometimes really wanna talk to yal but I dunno what to talk. Hais.. I bet after I start sch, I will be back to myself.. That's reality..

Post Created Sep 9, 2011 3:17:21 AM

2011-09-09T03:17:00.001+08:00

On 2nd sep, after going back sch for briefing about fyp in the morning, went to orchard to have lunch thn watch stupid crazy love at lido. First time there and it was nice! The movie was super funny. Worth to watch. After that headed down to je to do that stupid ez-link. Then trained back to jp to meet tw and his frens. Had dinner and went to arena to sing. It was super cheap for the room! We order tower and total there's four jug but we only manage to drink 2jugs plus for the two of us only! Then cab back home while he went to find his fren to have supper.

Whereas on the 3rd, actually wasn't working but colleague was sick so had to go back to cover at 8pm to 1am.

On 4th, was working in the morning and then trained down to jp to meet Afie for smurf. Awhile later then Daw and niya came. The movie was super cute and funny! Love the cat expression. Hahas. After which, went to collect karen's cake and decide whether to go down tgt to collect balloon or what and then most funniest joke happen on that day that we took the shortest cab. Lols. Put cake at my hse then cab down to imm to collect cake. Carried niya the whole day cos she was tired and was sleeping. After that went back to have Mac for dinner. Went to park to wait for others to reach. Then, surprise birthday celebration for Karen. Headed back with Li, wq and serene first. Bathed and slept at 3plus while the rest slept at 5plus. Wake up at 8plus and prepared to head to sch to do proposal and stuff. Didn't went for karen's dinner at db bistro @ mbs. Homed after sch.

P.S: am pretty excited on sat! Hehe.

Post Created Aug 27, 2011 11:47:00 AM

2011-08-27T11:47:00.001+08:00

On the 24th, trained down to serangoon after working in morning shift. Finally met my girls after more then 17weeks!! Agnes, pf and Brenda were busy about their fyp while ht and I were busy about internship! Agnes, pf and Brenda went to buy tix for bridesmaid at nex first while I wait for ht then we met up. The movie was funny. After that we settled down at toastbox for late dinner. Though it was a short gathering but it was filled with lots of laughter. Had a great catchup with them! Shared our exp for intern while they shared their for fyp! Our next meetup will be coming soon!! It's always fun with them! :]

Then the next day, after worked, went to fareast to have dinner with peeps and Anna! Finally saw her after so long! Then, we walk around and susu decided to go back iluma with me. Wait for them for closing. The rest go home while Cindy and me went to flyer to slack and ton. Bought alcoholic drinks and others. Had a really great heart to heart talk though I did tears. After that we shift to MBS to slack. Around 6plus, it was raining super heavily and we go inside MBS for shelter. The rain isn't helping so, we ran across to Opp to take bus home. She came my hse to slp and we realized its been super long since anyone came my hse to slp overnight! Reached home around 8.30 in the morning and slept till 1plus, wake up and prepare to work. Love that nights alot. :] it's been so long alr.

2011-08-20T11:54:00.006+08:00

On Thursday was my last day for internship which I'm working at Cairnhill Metrology Pte Ltd for total of 17weeks! Over the period there the colleagues treat me well though sometimes some of them are weird. :x but overall, I did manage to talk to almost everyone in the office including two of my directors. Sometimes the directors will also go lunch break with us which is like such a rare sight in other company! I did learnt some new things through my sup and colleagues and really had an enjoyable days over there though my first month was very scary that I dun even dare to move around too often.

On the last second day of internship, my big director decided to treat me to Jack's place at anchorpoint for my farewell lunch! Some of my colleagues that I usually lunched with went and my sup also went.

Director's secretary told me on thur that director thought wed was my last day and he didn't wished me before he left and ask her to wish me on his behalf! Hahas. What a nice director but my last day was on Thurs so I managed to talk to him for awhile.

On Thurs itself, I rushed finished my work for sup, transfer my desktop back to her room and gave her all the work. Then I started to give each and everyone a small gift. Some are bigger, some are smaller.

Then, my sup and some colleagues also give me some gifts! I was surprise though.

From sup

From sup

One of the colleague

Another colleague gave me chocolate but I couldn't take pic before I realize dad ate it!

One of the colleague was very caring that she ask me to drink pipagao for my cough cos it's been long since I haven't recover and have been coughing in the office. But she was also coughing. Feel kinda sorry that I cause some of them in the office to cough and fall sick. And also to my peeps also! :(

Some of them is really nice that they wish me all the best in my future and hope to see me soon to help them in the office! Wah! The more they say, the more I feel like crying! The last moment was the worst that when I went off, all turn to me and say goodbye and wish me goodluck! That moment I almost tear and my heart is very sour but I held on to it and walk out of the office. :'( Though it just 17weeks with them but 17weeks isn't that short! One of my colleague also text me later at that night! Such a great colleagues they were.

On the next day though we dun have to go back to work, we had to go back to sch in the afternoon. Like kinda use to waking up so early that I couldn't really slp after I woke up in the morning! So, went for briefing in sch, met up with my friends like we haven't meetup since the internship start! Those doing fyp this semester we totally didn't saw them! Hopefully able to meet up with them soon! Went to return the logbook back to LO then we went off. Some went home while I went out with Ht and kugan while mel take the same train as us and we chat on our way.

The three of us went to walk around orchard and then we couldn't decide where to have our dinner! At first wanted to go modesto but then in the end, we went to NYDC. First time there and the food was really great! The dessert was superb too! All three of us had the same drink, same food and same dessert! Hahas. And all these three foods are nice but couldn't rmb the name except for the dessert.

Boo Boo cake

After that, kugan had to go to work while Ht and I went to shopping! Its like we didn't went shopping ever since internship start! And finally we were able to spent alittle money of internship over at F21! Hehe. Hopefully we can go out shopping more often and meet up with the other girls for K or chat! Its really been super long since we saw them! More then 4 months already cos they are busy with fyp and we are working. Really need to meet up with them soon! And not forgetting my sec clique! Been long since I contact with them since last time we met up for mz's birthday celebration!

Hopefully am able to go for a short getaway! :]

2011-08-08T13:58:00.002+08:00

Since I'm bored at work and got nothing to do while waiting for my LO to come to visit the last time, I shall update my blog cos its already like so dead! Basically last week was working except for wed as my stomach wasn't feeling well. So went to see doctor and took medicine. Sat and sun was working at mushroom cashier, recalling how to do closing with susu teaching me. It was not too bad. Just that its more tedious than morning shift closing. Couldn't slp well for the past few days as my cough is getting worst plus I'm having cold at night even though I didn't switched on aircon nor fan and my door and windows are closed! I'm even wearing jacket and hiding under my blanket hoping that my cold will go away but it didn't. It always only go away at around 4plus to 5plus and luckily on sat and sun I was working night shift so I slept till noon. But today I only managed to slp for an hour plus. I even took panadol and cough syrup but it kinda no use at all. Took my temperature and it went up to 38plus but I dun think its correct luh cos the thermometer is too old and kinda like no battery like that. Anyway, today also must go work cos LO is coming and at night working at mushroom. :]

We had a heart-to-heart talk on sat after work. I feel so much better after saying all the things and thoughts that have been "hiding" in my heart for a long time. We clarified things out and I feel like my heavy heart went off. I think yal are right about certain things and I will try my best to open my door to yal. Things are finally cleared and its back to normal. I think I'm too used to the past but certainly some moments are the best where you wish that the time would stop but then, it won't. Life still carry on no matter what....

领悟了

2011-07-31T00:16:00.001+08:00

从好几个月前，一直有这个感觉，但又不知道是我想太多还是什么。但是那个感觉越来越深，越来越肯定。终于把我的想法说给她听才发现原来不止是我一个人这样想，而是她也是那么想的。今天的例子就可以解释了一切。我根本就不是...... 既然是这样，那我还能说什么呢？所以当你一直'念'时，我突然明白了很多事了。不必想去问你，也不必一直想太多，不，应该是这样讲：我并没有想太多，而这是个事实。今天我终于清醒了。我累了，真的。不想了。你们想怎么样就怎样吧。:'(

Post Created Jul 23, 2011 12:06:35 AM

2011-07-23T00:06:00.001+08:00

Sorry for not blogging these few days/week. Was quite busy or super tired from work thus no time to blog. Will update soon I promised. :]

Will be heading for batam trip later on!! It will be a relaxing trip for spa!! Finally ah! Have been wanting to go for spa and finally am going for it Tmr! :D pretty excited though. But have to wake up earlier than working days! :( however, we are going there to relax and enjoy so it should be quite nice!! :D will update more when I come back. :] bye! *waves* :D

2011-07-12T16:22:00.006+08:00

29th June, Hui Zhen's 18th Birthday

After my work, head down to 313 to meet Anna to draw the cake for Hz. However, we are still quite early so we slack around then head down to Vivo to meet
the rest. Went to Thai Accent and put the cake with the staffs first. They have already ordered the foods and after we reached awhile, the foods were all served, so we started eating. Finished our foods and we went to light up the cake. After which, headed to rooftop to open up the present and slack as we dunno where we are heading. Around 10plus, susu, jeff, momo and I decided to go home while anna, jo, karen and hz went to bar.

Group photo below:

The girls
Hz with the guys
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1st July

Headed to Tiong Bahru plaza to watch Popper Penguin with friend. He bought a shirt and a pouch each for my sis and me.

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2nd & 3rd July

Today working full shift as morning learn how to do cashier for mushroom as there's now fishing games and then continue to do crew in mushroom after 6pm till closing at 1am! What a tiring day. Then the next day morning around 7plus, susu called through Li's phone and ask me to do cashier in the morning as Hz was sick and couldn't come to work. Work till 5pm, then trained back to JP and had dinner with family.

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5th & 6th July

Trained down to Pasir Rish and walked to Costa Sand Chalet to meet peeps! Susu booked two rooms! And they are preparing for BBQ when I reached there. Get changed then went to help them with those BBQ stuffs. As usual, Cindy is always doing those BBQ cooking and then I will be feeding her foods cos she will be busy with cooking. Then Eloise reached with two bottles of alcohol drinks. Some of them keep asking me to slp around midnight but I lied on bed and couldn't slp at all. So, went to bath then head out to chat. Around 4plus, then head back in and slept with anna, li and wc in one room. Kahfai came around that time too cos could hear his voice. Woke up every half an hour or so and just couldn't sleep. Around 6am, woke up, bathed and prepared to head to work. Walked to station then trained down but reached quite early and dunno if the doors is opened cos some times I reached early, the door is still closed, so I went to walk around. After work, my friend came to find me and we went to play jubeat. Played quite a numbers of rounds then head home.

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8th July:

My sup passed me her room's key to access as she will be on leave on today. Kinda stress to have her key with me. After work, head down to orchard alone to search for friend's present while Li's dun wanna come and find together as she's at iluma chatting!! After hours, then finally decided to buy a shirt. Shopped around then headed home after that.

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10th July:

Only had less than 6hours of slp then wake up and prepared and head down to clementi to meet friend. Had mac's hotcake for brunch! After which, we bought 1.5l of water and take bus to Macritchie Reservoir for hiking! We spent 4hrs or so to finished the whole distances including getting lost and get back to the same place twice! And it was drizzling when we have around 2.5km of journey left! Cooled down and then head to bath. After which, cab down to The Cathay and bought tickets for Transformers! Finally gonna watch! Before the movie start, went to PS to have our dinner. The movie was not as nice as the first one though, almost fall asleep when the movie start but luckily I got sweets with me to munch on to keep me awake! Headed home after that.

Below are some visual that I took while hiking:

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11th & 12 July:

On both days, after my work, bused down to SP to play badminton! It was fun to play and also to burn off some fats! Now, I'm very depressed about my weight. :( No confidence in me anymore and that's why I didn't take pictures anymore. :(

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Sorry for not blogging for such a long time! I lost my interest in blogging already since I already lost my confidence. I will try to pick up interest in blogging and update more frequently. But I dun think will have lots of things to update since most of the time I'm working. :((

27th June, Ju Shin Jung Korean BBQ

2011-06-29T15:05:00.000+08:00

After work, my friend came down to my workplace area. Then, decided to have korean food as both of us like Korean food and he have brought me to try dishes at different Korean food the most cos he know I like Korean food more! So he decided to bring me to Ju Shin Jung at West Coast area to try the BBQ! There's lots of celebrities been there before like SJ, 2PM, U-Kiss, etc. Actually I passed by there before but didn't went in to try. This is my first time trying BBQ there and their services are really good! They helped us to cook meats! Kinda weird to be served but we chatted with them while they were cooking so it was pretty okay. After all the dishes were up and cooked then we started eating.

Lots of banchan they served!

Soya bean paste soup & Bibimbab

Marinated Pork

Non-marinated pork and chicken

Lettuce and cabbage for wrapping meats

Black Raspberry Wine

Heart-shaped watermelon

Dunno what dessert but not nice cos got ginger in it!

Guess what is this?

Its actually a wet tower! After water is added, it will become the one on the right and can be used! Cool uh? Hahas

The dishes were delicious! We spent 2hours or so to eat however we still didn't finished all the foods! And we only had half serving of the meats only! It was pretty expensive as it cost around $120 for two person! Maybe we ordered the wine, thats why exp? But we couldn't finished it and it was still at my fridge! LOL! Should have went to the one at MBS! Its newly open there and its buffet type! After dinner, my fren sent me home. My fren also bought this for me:

Monkey package sweets which I nom it the next day in my office!

Key chain from USS!

2011-06-29T14:30:00.004+08:00

21st June:

After work, went to meet up with one of my friend whom I have not seen him for more than a year! He say I really matured since the last time i met up with him! Haha! Maybe bah! :/ say my voice also become more lady instead of kiddy! Lols!! Went to have dinner then we went to watch The Green Lantern.

It wasn't a really nice show but only the graphics are nice! Should have went to watch Popper Penguin instead! Sian. Till now I haven't watch it yet! After movie, my friend walk me home.

25th June:

Working at mushroom as usual and the new fishing games have arrived and it was free-play till monday so we were playing it! Fun at first but after awhile it was pretty bored! After work at 1am, peeps decided to head to have supper but then I decided to go home with Guoliang cos he sending me home as some things happened the day before and I'm warned to be becareful on my way home especially around my area. So, guoliang decided to send me home because if I took cab with them home, I would be the last one to alight and it will be pretty scary. But luckily that guy wasn't there that night or perhaps the timing was still too early for him! :x

26th June:

Working night shift but head to work with Li in the morning as she's working morning shift! Went to buy KFC's breakfast which I have cravings for blueberry pancake since it was advertise on television and I finally tried it. It was okay luh. Then, since I have like so many hours before I start work at 4pm and I reach like 10am, I went to play jubeat, drum mania and fishing game to kill my time and sis gave me B&J! :]

Shall skip some parts of it. Then, went break with Li, guo liang and terence. They keep wanting me to decide what to eat and I took 15mins to think and we stop at several places! In the end, we went to Qiji to eat! LOL! After which, headed back and Li was hungry so acc her to have supper with wq.

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Random:

Angry Birds! :D

One friend redeem it for me cos its so cute!

Lip gloss bought by my colleague from Penang

18th June, Celebrating Father's Day

2011-06-29T14:13:00.008+08:00

Working morning shift that day and I only had afew hours of slp as the previous day we reached home around 3plus, 4am. Though it was sat but mushroom closed at 11pm as there's Garena Carnival going on so we worked till 5pm and off work. Li came down earlier to accompany and chat with us. After my work ends, Dad and Mum came to iluma to find us. It was Father's Day on the next day but I'm working night so I decided to bring forward the dinner to today. Dad always prefers and like chinese food so I let him choose. In the end, we went to Crystal Jade Restaurant for dinner.

The cute menu they had!

Mum and Dad!

They chatting about drama! LOL!

Sis and the fat me! :(

I choose most of the dishes cos they say I'm the one who is paying! But then I keep bugging them to choose! Hahas. Here comes the food:

The xlb which wasn't that nice as before!

All the food that we ordered are shared! :]

With Mum and Dad!

Overall, it wasn't really a good choice nor a bad choice. Maybe should have went to another restaurant to try instead.

After the dinner, we walk around junction then decided to bring them to MBS as they have never been there before. Walked over there and there's National Day Parade Rehearsal but it was towards the end already. Saw the fireworks too! However, we had to make one big round to go to MBS cos they closed some road due to NDP! Then, it was pretty late and decided to head home.

Took some pictures of the performance over at MBS:

The Rain Oculus which wasn't in operate the last time I went there as it wasn't filled with water yet.

Overall, the day was not so bad, filled with laughter and chatting! :]

17th June, A simple birthday celebration

2011-06-29T14:05:00.003+08:00

After my work, I trained down to Raffles and meet Mz, Lq and Yy for advance celebrating Mz's 21st birthday and gathering ever since we met since before they went for ITP which was like months ago! Didn't catch up with them for such a long time! We make our way to Timbre, Art House and queue up as we ain't able to make a reservation before the night as it was fully booked. We waited for about an hr or so. We ordered a Louisiana Fries, Buffalo Chicken wings, Lamb Meatballs With Mint Yoghurt, half-half pizza of Roasted Duck & Spicy Cajun Chicken And Basil Pizza and drinks!

This is my drink, couldn't remember what we took for drinks but all are alcoholic drinks. :]

Buffalo Chicken wings

half-half pizza of Roasted Duck & Spicy Cajun Chicken And Basil Pizza

Louisiana Fries and Lamb Meatballs With Mint Yoghurt (My first time trying the lamb meat!)

The happy her cos it was all their first time here!

We ate till 10plus then we decided to head down to cineleisure to watch Laddaland. We tried to walk there but then halfway we gave up and took a bus there instead. The slots was all sold out that there's four seats but it was all separated so we decided to head down to Tiong Bahru instead as it also have at a later timing.

Luckily we were able to make it just in time for the movie. Mz as usual was hiding behind her bag when some horror screen came out! The same as the last time we watched horror movie! LOL! She's 21st this year and still so scared! Hahas! I saw serene's clique too! Didn't call them cos I doubt they know/rmb me! :x Then, we cabbed back home after the movie ended.

We are buying a bag for her but yet we couldn't find any time to meet up and buy for her since she requested she wanna a bagpack. Shall find some times or ask them to buy it! Dragged it for such a long time already! :x

Post Created Jun 26, 2011 2:10:00 AM

2011-06-26T02:10:00.001+08:00

Sorry for not blogging for so long! Am either busy or very tired. >.< will try to update real soon. Most prob tues or wed bah! Anyway I dun think there's anyone reading my blog so it should be fine! :x

Random update

2011-06-17T16:25:00.008+08:00

Firstly is Susu's birthday:

On last thursday which is on the 9th June, I meet up with Jo at commonwealth station as she having lesson then we trained down to meet the rest at Timbre @ The Art House. So, we gave her a surprise!

Jeffy was playing with her so that she didn't know what was happening.

The cake was drew by Karen and Anna in the noon!

Then we ordered three pizzas!

And order myself a drink but didn't finished it cos its bitter :\

Then, its present time~ Susu having difficulty unwrapping the present cos it was wrapped by huizhen with lots of newspaper and wrapping paper! LOL!

Guess what's inside the box?

It's a turtle keychain! LOL!

She got tricked by us! :D Then we gave her the real present by us!

A fred perry shirt! Hope she like it. :]

Then, it was Jeffy's present!

A SK's necklace!

So sweet~

A group photo of us! :]

Not forgetting the liveband which sang for susu! :]

After eating, Eloise came and joined us after her lesson. We decided to go partyworld at liang's court!

Finished at 3plus? Then cabbed home with Karen.

Kenn bought some stuffs from taiwan for sis and me! It's yummy btw! :D

Dunno today is what day because two directors, secretary, one manager, and some staffs take OFF while my sup was on MC! LOL! So, it was kinda of a super slack day for us! And the office only have 6 ppl currently! LOL! The sales person that we usually had lunch with wasn't here so left danying and me so we decided to head to Mac at queensway shopping mall to eat. Later gonna head down to Timbre again to meet my sec clique! Its been like afew months since I really met up with them! I think I will have alot to catch up with them and to advance celebrate Mengzhe's 21st birthday too!! :]

Bored at work!

2011-06-09T16:05:00.003+08:00

Yesterday after work, went to meet ah lam for dinner cos he came back from taiwan and wanna pass me some stuff which he brought from taiwan!

Li keep saying it look like me -.-

A keychain holder which has my name and a monkey on it.

Cow Tongue biscuit (different from what I bought last time in tw)

We trained down to JP and after walking here and there then decided to have aijisen as dinner. Tried their new ramen with black soup! Nice but I didn't ate the meat cos its filled with lots of fats! Yucks. He treated me so and he bought me stuffs from taiwan! So paiseh loh! Then, we went to play jubeat for one round then walk around but nth much to walk so he walk me home.

Today am really bored at work! Two bosses and supervisor are not in office today! So, went to ask colleague got anything for me to do anot. And she ask me to do data entry. Do finished and gave it back to her and she was shock that I did so fast. But I'm taking my own sweet time to do already leh. So, she asking me to rest and do my own stuff! LOL! Can I request to knock off early in that case? :x Am gonna go celebrate susu birthday at timbre later with peeps! :]

I MISS TAIWAN!

2011-06-08T14:41:00.010+08:00

Was browsing through my photo taken in taiwan trip with Li, Serene and Weiquan last year. I kinda miss going back there, the fun and joke we had and those relaxing days over there! Took some photos and here's are some places or things that I miss.

Jovy and Momo came to send us off! So nice of them!

The blue luggage which had serene and my stuff didn't arrive in the first few days! >.<

A definite place you must visit:
The oyster mee sua!!

Next is the Taipei Zoo where we choose the wrong timing to go cos most of the animals were slping!

We also made a souvenir coins from this:

to our horoscope!

The tram that we took to the zoo!

Another must to eat over there: The super long ice-cream! (Somemore we ate it during the cold day! Shiok)

The breakfast by our hotel which is super nice made by super nice owner which we had almost everyday cos it was included in the package. :D

There is also very big cup of water!

Shilin Market is a must to go too! Lots of variety of foods in there and its yummy which we even packet it back to hotel to eat as supper!

Our hotel and its big and nice and comfortable! :D

The wrong jet airticket which they printed wrongly. >.< Can you spot it?

A must to visit this modern toilet restaurant too!

The cute design:

Their food there is very nice and this is one of them:

Not forgetting the poo ice-cream too! :D

The dessert shop which serene is blur and its the joke of the day! Something to do with the mango! Hahas.

The super duper delicious sweet I had! And I even packet it back! :D

The bridge!!

Not forgetting the pig too! Hahas

Love this pic alot but dunno why. Maybe cos the background is sea.

And of course, the famous Tower 101!

Its freaking cold up there!

And there's this remote which guide us and tell us more about taiwan. Sis and me choose the cartoon version one.

The biggest yakult that I seen so far.

The fun F1 car racing!

The fire mountain?

Its where theres fire naturally and ppl use it to cook their food there!

The most suck of the trip cos of this boat as it made all of us giddy and wanna vomit!

The only gao tie we took during the whole of taiwan trip to kaoshiong to and fro.

There's lots more but I can't possibly write it all here if not it will be endless! hahas! Really really miss those times over there! Not to mention, my appetite grow much bigger after going there and spent so much money in the trip! Now, I have to save up more money to go oversea after my internship! Planning to go two trips! One to shopping, another to relax. But, the problem is money! So, shall see how it goes first. :x

Post Created Jun 5, 2011 2:36:03 AM

2011-06-05T02:36:00.001+08:00

Friday was my first day of work back at mushroom. So, after my work at internship, went straight down to iluma and start work at 7pm. Things was going smoothly for me cos basically I was stationed in the counter and I still remember the redemption stuff. After work, waited for them to do closing then cab back home with daw and aishah. Reached home around 3am.

Sat am working from 4pm to 1am. And today only Jo and me working for night shift as Rez was on mc and momo had to go down to help. Today I feel very very useless. I just feel really useless in work! Hais. Then just as I predicted something long ago, it is real! I'm not shock at all. I'm not surprise at all. I can feel it. I just dun wan history to repeat again but I really dunno what to do. Hais. Why are there so much troubles? Hais. I really Dunno what to say, what to do. Hais. Suddenly so much things.

2011-06-03T09:42:00.000+08:00

On tues, I was super guai! I went straight home after work and didn't join peeps for steamboat cos I was inform too last min.

On wed, work was as usual just that I become accountant that I need to understand how does payroll and taxes goes about. I dunno if I can understand anot. After work actually decided to go home but fren is not in a good mood so I went to meet him over at cine. Listen to his troubles but I dun think I give much opinion or any advise for him. Just hope that I'm a good listener and will be around if anyone is down. At least that is what I can do as a friend. After which, bused down to iluma. Slack there till 11plus then we cabbed down to marina barrage to celebrate Anna's birthday! Still rmb the last time I went there was with peeps last yr! Super long ago where I just keep snapping photos with them! Had a great time with them! Hahas. Susu and Jeffy were there already and so, Jo, Momo, I and them prepared the cake while waiting for them to reach. Around 12plus, we cut the cakes and then lay out the plastics bags on the grass for midnight picnic!

Anna!

Anna and Weeee

Present time but the present is fake one and she got tricked by us! :D

That's what inside the box! Sweets and rupiah coins!

This is the present we bought!

Her shock face! :D

Sabo by us!

Picnic time!

Anna bought pizzas, sushi, champagne and drinks!

Shoe off before entering!

Opening champagne

After that, all just slack around. Went to walk around, play water and see the scenery.

The drunk karen who drank so much!

Merlion but look like frog! :x

Then around 3plus, call a cab and went home with afie. Will upload more photos once they upload it cos I thought I will went home after work so I didn't brought it out with me to work but in the end, I went to meet my friend.

Only slept for 2hrs plus. Eyes are tired but mind is not. Still thinking of alot of things. Head to work on thurs with a heavy mind! That day really didn't do anything but just stare at the screen! My partner colleague drove her car today so she drove us to redhill to have our lunch! Her car is very cute and cozy! :] After work, head straight home.

Slept for almost 10hrs cos was super tired! But wake up still quite tired. Head to work. Later after work at cairnhill, gonna head down to iluma and work at mushroom! First day start work back at there! :D Pretty excited though but dunno who is the same shift as me.

2011-05-31T10:41:00.003+08:00

Yesterday before head to work buy redbull! Totally tired to the max! However it is no use to me. Still so sleepy and yawns dunno how many times! After work, went to JP and meet ah lam. Kenn and Rosebel were there too! So, we went to have dinner at Carl Jr. Couldn't finished as usual! The serving is always so big! After that, we went to walk around then they went home while ah lam and I went to watch pirate of carribean.

The first part was bored that I almost fall asleep! But after that its damn nice! Not much of fighting scene but still nice! It was quite late after watching so ah lam walk me home and then he went back home. They are flying off to taiwan later at night! So shiok luh! 5 of them going. Have a safe and fun trip there! :D Actually they wanna ask me go too but I have internship and dun have leave to take. Sian. Only hoping for my internship to come to an end which I still have 11 weeks and 3 days more to go!

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Recently I like Boyfriend alot after Teen Top! They are so cute! I like Min Woo especially! He's very charming! Introduce them to Li and he like Youngmin who is one of the twin brother in the group!

Min Woo. Shuai right?

Young Min. Cute eh!

L2P

2011-05-30T17:26:00.000+08:00

So basically, sat and sun I went to help out arcadia & colosseum for the event, License 2 Play at suntec from 12pm to 8pm! I was giving out flyers and balloons and help at the toy catcher for awhile. There's foods provided but its not nice! Lazy to go down to buy so just eat the ingredients. The event was quite successful overall.

Arcadia badge! Cute right?

Two alien playing taiko! :O

Some of us! :]

Me and anna making balloons

Us scare of momo playing with balloon!

The ambassadors: Ivy, Kit and Celine

After work on sat, anna and I went back to iluma first. Slack at there, played DDR, basketball then we went to garden to drink!

They bought a wine, champagne and strawberry one! LOL! They keep saying I drink like plain water! Maybe that day got the kick to drink so it doesn't taste bitter to me while the others keep complaining that the wine is so bitter! After that, went to play basketball again till they off work at 1am. Then we went to esplanade. Actually wanna buy more drinks but all of us dun feel like drinking suddenly so we just buy water. Slack then around 2plus or smth, anna and cindy went back home first. Awhile later, karen went to find her fren so left momo, jo, hz and me. Then momo say lets go so all went to busstop. Momo took cab home and actually hz and I decided to take NR home but then things happened so in the end, we went home individually waiting for the first train. I feel that all three of us are at fault.

Slept for 2hr plus like that thn jiu head to work. Went to bought Caramel Macchiato and help anna to buy breakfast then head back to work. Luckily Cindy also got help me buy redbull! Lynette brought Leona down too! Played with her and manage to make her smile! :]

Then after work, Li is hungry so accompany her to mac to eat then head back home.

2011-05-27T22:47:00.005+08:00

Been working for these five days! Monday after work went to see doc, tues went JP buy stuffs and new earpiece cos I lost it somewhere the other day, wed head down to mushroom and re-fill up the application form to work at tornado! Will be starting to work in mushroom on next fri! :D Quite excited cos its been almost a yr since I left? And some of the things changed and need time to learn and get used to it! Finally can go back work with my peeps le! :] Miss working with them seriously and those good old days! However, I will be working at L2P this weekends at suntec convention center to help out! :] Thurs, went down to vivo and meet peeps for movie after they went to sentosa! Watched Kungfu panda 2! Freaking hilarious and cute to the max!! Love it!! After that jiu head home le cos karen was in her lalaland! Walking with almost closed-eyes! Video her down! Hahas! Homed and dunno why can't sleep. Lots of thoughts in my mind. :( Fri, went to trim my hair. Then actually wanna go watch movie alone but the queue was damned long! Went to play jubeat and I regress alot!! Jubeat really nid everyday training! :( Went back to see the queue but still so long so jiu decided not to watch and just head home. Its friday night and I'm heading home so early!

My laptop gonna crash sooner or later! Been having lots of problems recently like I can't even adjust the volume of my lappy, always have to update and install when I shutdown, lots more! Have to backup all my files then go reformat it or go service it! :(
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Not in a good mood recently. Dunno why. Especially these two days! Been feeling lethargic and emo and upset about something. Well, nobody knows about it and I dun wan to talk about it if anyone of you wan to know. So, dun come asking me about it. Thanks.

I wonder how long my smile can still be on my face? I wonder how long my mind can keep thinking about those troubles? I wonder how long I can tahan not to sleep well at night? I wonder how long I can still be a fake me infront of everyone? I wonder how long i will take to break down the second time? I wonder ............................ :'(

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Anyway, I like this song recently! Its a new korean group boyfriend by boyfriend and they are quite young except for one! Find Min woo very cute and he's the main I guess?

Boyfriend - Boyfriend MV:

Their recent only two live performance:

Yesterday at MCountdown

Today at Music Bank

Korean New Nice Songs

2011-05-24T09:29:00.003+08:00

Recently I have no time to download all the new korean songs! Some are really nice that I love it alot! Shall find some times to download it and update my playlist! And most importantly to buy a new earpiece! :D

Beast - Fiction MV:

Beast - The Fact live:

FT Island - Hello Hello MV:

2NE1 - Lonely MV:

F(x) - Pinocchio MV:

F(x) - Gangsta live:

B1A4 - O.K MV:

Jay Park - Abandoned MV:

There's more I guess but I have no time to update myself. Kim Hyung Joong is preparing for his solo comeback!! Woot.

2011-05-23T11:45:00.000+08:00

17th May:

Today is Vesak day and it's public holiday so I dun nid to work! Yesterday, while we were slacking outside cheers, we booked badminton court at jw sports hall for two hours at 11am! Actually is ahlong wanna play de but in the end we call him he say can, the next moment after we booked the court and tell him the time, he say he can't meet!

So, today woke up then went to prepare and walk down to jw sport hall to meet kok wee. Otw, kw's mum came to pick us up and drive us there! So nice of her! We played till 1pm and then head home to bath. After which, we head down to Jp to meet him. Had brunch at subway then went to have dessert at Ice Bar! First time there and their dessert is made of ice one! Ate it somewhere before. I ordered a banana chocolate ice and we shared it.

Then, we trained down to iluma. After they knock off, went to marina square. Bought tickets for Hoodwink too and then we went to have dinner at Mr. Curry/ Cafe de.Waraku. Actually dun wanna eat but since sis wanna eat and she wanna share with me so I anything loh.

beef curry rice

calpis soda

In the end, i only help her to eat 1/4 of the food and she finished it! Lols! Head back to gv and watched the show. It's a boring cartoon show! I think everyone is falling aslp in the theater. Lols! We were surrounded by kids! After which around 9plus, trained back home.

18th May:

As usual head to work but this time round, I brought plum snacks from home to work!

After work, Jo was waiting for me at the panasonic sign board and then we walk to IKEA to have our dinner! Meatballs! :]

So, after which, we trained back to Jp and played one round of DDR and then head home to changed. Went to play bball then head to Fairprice. After which, homed, bathed and sleep. She damn naggy luh! Let her slp on my bed and I slp on mattress still keep nagging at me the whole night till I keep ignoring her.

19th May:

Morning Jo make breakfast for me! Pepper and ham sandwiches! I head down to work while she head down to sch together since we are just afew busstop difference. She say I dao her cos I dun like to talk in the morning plus the ulcer which sis punch me at the side of my mouth is still not recovered yet! A car accident just happened in front my bus and luckily we were safe.

Continue to work then end work. Trained down to PS to meet sis and wq. Then coincidentally, we saw Jo there! So, she join us. Had dinner at yoshinoya. Then we went to Hendersen to have chocolate fondue!

Yummy! First time having it! :] And then, we walk to orchard central to shop around

Wq! Hahas!

Walk around and to scape. Played jubeat and DDR then homed.

20th May:

Worked as usual. Then after work, meet Jo at commonwealth station. Then we trained down to City Hall. Had new york new york for dinner!

Forgot what soup this called but it damn nice! Shared it with Jo! :]

Jo's

Mine! Dory spaghetti! (Y)

Then, Jo bought this garrett popcorn for me! (Y) Actually wanted to buy Macadamia Popcorn but its sold out!

Cashew Caramel Popcorn!
(Ate this the next day morning cos we were full after dinner on that day! Though abit lao fong but still nice!)

Dunno where to go so we go to suntec's arcade. Then we bused down to cineleisure. Went to play DDR. Awhile later, Huizhen came to find us cos she wanna play pool, however, the pool was full so we dunno where to go. In the end, we decided to go kbox! Went to the kbox at scape. Then, we sing till 3am and went to take NR. Waited for around 45min then came my bus! It was crowded! And halfway through the journey, there's an small accident so the bus driver went down to check and continued to drive.

21st May:

Wake up in the morning. Prepare and head down to cineleisure. Meet desmond and first time going out with him even though we know each other since last year? Then, we went to buy tickets for Pauls first. He treated me! Went to have Mac then went to play arcade. Head to watch Paul and the cinema is cold! The show was not bad! Trained down to bugis and bought drinks from Taimei. Went up to mushroom and arcadia to find them. They keep asking me to go for Lynette's baby birthday so I went. Slacking over at arcadia till around 9plus then we head down to cold storage. They bought a martell and then we trained down to downtown east.

I took a T-shirt from Arcadia then changed into it. We had late dinner then we decided to go to seaside for a walk while waiting for those night shift ppl to reach. There's no wind at all! Headed back to chalet then we lie on bed waiting for the rest to come. They went to bought tibits and stuffs and some bathed. Then, we started to BBQ. Around 5am in the morning, was tired so went to lie on the bed. Wanted to slp but just couldn't cos keep got ppl walking in and out of the room! Didn't really drink on that day! Drink a few sip of beer then pass to momo awhile later drink a few sip of martell then pass to momo again! All taste so bitter to me on that day! Yucks! Around 6am, went to take cab with sis and Afie and homed.

22nd May:

Woke up in the noon around 3plus! Finally had my 8hrs of slp! Then, slack at home. Around 5plus, head down to clinic with mum but it was closed. "Third time" in the week! Damn suay! Maybe the god is hinting me that my time is up! :( Bused back home. Was super tired so slept around 9plus.

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I realize that there will be no more ph till aug!! Argh!! Have to work for 5 days straight le. :( sian loh. Nvm! Endure for another 13 weeks excluding this week! Jiayous!! Think positively!

I have to sleep full 8hrs everyday already luh!! Am having acne breakout recently! Always will have at least 2 pimples popping out on my face when I woke up in the morning and look in the mirror! Sian! Am gonna see a doctor later on!

And I seems to gain back my weight after shedding it off last month! Ohmy! Time for a strict diet from now! :(

Btw, do anyone have any part time job on weekdays after 7pm and weekends anytime? Actually did tell moses that if he need any ppl to work in mushroom can let me know. However, he's asking them to work full shift instead of asking me to go help them so I think that they dun wan me bah. Thus, i need to ppl to recommend me a part time job! I wanna earn more income so that I can really enjoy my holidays after my internship! Am gonna go for a break even if I couldn't find anyone to go with me! Going alone is fine with me! :] Am gonna learn to be independent! I dun mind to be really tired doing internship and part time job cos I really wanna able to enjoy myself during my holidays! Recommendation pls. :]

Post Created May 16, 2011 11:29:20 PM

2011-05-16T23:29:00.001+08:00

Today work was simple yet tedious. Time pass quite fast and stayed to finish my pile of files. Actually meeting ht and kugan for dinner but she couldnt make it so went back Jp and played afew round of jubeat. My standard drop alot alot!! Too long didn't play le. After which, go home, changed and went down to find them. Played 3 on 3 bball. Quite fun and sweat alot. Those Malays playing soccer on bball court and they kick the ball nearly hit my head twice! Can even hear the ball swipe pass my head and can feel it too!! >.< after that, went to cheer to buy water an slack over there.

2011-05-11T16:02:00.015+08:00

8th May:

Its Mother's Day! Didn't really celebrate or buy anything for my mum cos she dun like us to anyhow spend and she dun really use those stuffs that I bought for her last few years! So around evening, sis and I brought her to jurong safra and had dinner. Actually wanna go Jack's place or Ishi Mura but we end up at Sakura International Buffet.

Sis paid for the bill! Its their first time been there so sis and I went to take those foods for them while they just sit down and eat. Hahas. End up, we couldn't finished what we took and we hide them inbetween plates! LOL!

Durian! The most delicious food over there! Haha! :D

Childish dad ever!!

After which, we ate till very full and we decided to go for a walk at Jurong Central Park and dad went home. Walk awhile then headed home. A day just ends like that!

9th May:

Not much things happened on that day. Just that my works tired me out and my software is finally able to set it up and able to use it, however, only my sup and I have the software and I had to figure out how to use it and I'm new to it thus, I dunno how to use. :( And I slept quite early at 9pm like that!

10th May:

Thought I can sleep all the way till my alarm rings however I woke up at around 5am with cough and flu and I couldn't get back to slp already. So, I went to surf the net instead. Life at work at office isn't that great afterall! Stress is pilling up!

At night, went to play bball with Kok Wee and his two friends! So random right? After that, sis came join us too! Its been like years since I touch bball and the first few shots I took are all air-ball! Freaking paiseh loh! And there's even ppl playing soccer in bball courts! -.- We start off with shooting balls then team up. I team up with one of his friend then kok wee and another of his friend. Awhile later sis came and we let her warm up first then the 3 girls against 2 of them! They bully us luh! Kok Wee used his butt and block me then I fly back sia!! And then awhile later, Li smack the ball directly at my stomach! Playing so rough sia! Hahas. But overall, we had lots of fun and laughter. Enjoyed it pretty much! Then, we walk to JP and buy drinks and we update about each other lifes and talk about the pasts! After which, homed, bath and slept at 12plus.

11th May:

Today time pass really slow at work because I have been figuring out how to use the software and no one else in the company know how to use! I'm gonna be dead! :(

After work, bused down to MDIS to find Jo! She finally went to register for her lesson! Waited for her at the main gate then we bused down to clementi mall.

Her swollen sausage finger! :D

Then, we went to Ootoya Japanese Restaurant to have our dinner! First time there and its kinda special place for the structure of their restaurant!

Whole day she's been looking at her finger!

Soya milk with brown sugar syrup. Even if we add the whole syrup, its isn't very sweet too and the soya is really thick as they grind it directly from the soya bean!

Tofu & Wakame Seaweed salad! We were really stupid that we didn't realize there is a sauce at the side where we should be adding to the salad before eating till we left a small portion then we realize it. -.-

Mine Deep fried chicken with sweet and sour kurozu sauce set

Jo's steamed rice with mutsu bay scallops and simmered tofu and chicken torotoro set

Yummy!!

We spend nearly two hours eating and theres two japanese guy sitting beside us ate three bowl of rice each! Pretty scary isn't it? Then, we went to walk around the mall, go to the next mall to play jubeat then walk around the estate. Then, she acc me to train back to bl station and she trained back home! So nice of her luh!

12th May:

Nothing much happened at work. Played bball for awhile at night though I'm not feeling well.

13th May:

Today is quite a great day at work! Sup was in a good mood and my work was just basically scanning confidential doc. Simple yet tedious.

After work, trained down to NEX to walk around while waiting for friend. After 1hr30min which is 8.30pm, my friend finally reached! Actually wanna go pastamania to have dinner but was full so we went to aijisen instead. Had this, forgotton what its called.

Then, went to fairprice to buy snacks, drinks and vodka! Head to play kinect. Drank redbull vodka but my stomach couldn't stand it. Dunno why but maybe is I'm still sick. Then, make bailey milk instead. Watched abit of final fantasy but its way too bored! Then watch pirate of caribbean part one! Some sort of things happened but dun wish to post it here. Only two person know exactly what happened. I dun dare to do it anymore! :x Homed around 5plus.

14th May:

Woke up in the noon around 2plus. Then slack at home the whole day. Evening time, Jo suddenly ask wanna go watch movie, so I went to bath and prepare and went out to meet her. Trained down to town and meet her then we head to cine to see got wat movie. She was earlier then me! Such a miracle! Second time she wasn't late when I met her alone. In the end, we watched Priest! The show start at 11.30pm so we decided to go eat dessert! The dessert shop at level one closed so we went to honeymoon dessert at 313. Jo treating me! :D

Sotong's Mango Sago

Mine Walnut Soup & Almond Tea. Wanted to eat something hot but with the almond tea not that nice. Should have eat the plain walnut instead.

Mango & Banana Pancake!

Yummy!! :D

Had a lecture and nag about what happened last night! First time see her like nagging and angry at me like this! :x I'm sorry! I wouldn't do this again and I wouldn't be so daring anymore! I also dunno what I'm thinking yesterday. :(

After which, we head back to cine to watch the priest! It was nice! I got shock by a few scene.

It ends around 1am and Time zone was still open, so we went to play DDR2! Played till we were sweating but good! :D When we were leaving cine, we saw afie and his friend, forgotton his name. After that, wanted to find somewhere to slack. At first wanna go esplanade but then didn't and we went to 7-eleven to buy drinks and one cookie to eat! Slack outside 313. We had heart-to-heart talk and some catch up with each other! :] Around 3.45am, she acc me to go my busstop wait for night rider but we waited till last bus, there isn't any sight of NR5! They cheated our feelings. So, we went to mac at hereen to had breakfast instead. Had big breakfast and we waited till the first train. She acc me train till outram then she trained home. Saw afie again when I alighted at my stop! He's damn pro! Working morning and still can go ton! Hahas!

Homed and cindy called. So shocking to receive her call! Hahas. Chat till 9plus and I buay tahan le. Nearly fall asleep while talking. So, head to bed!

15th May:

Woke up like 3plus. Family went to grandparent's house and I dun wanna go cos I wanna slp! Hehe. Woke up and found mac's hotcake on the table! Wah! Two mac breakfast in a day! Hoho! Not fat then fake uh! Slack at home the whole day.

Why does weekends pass so fast one? Luckily tmr only work for another day then got vesak day! :D Who wanna watch Paul movie?

2011-05-08T17:08:00.006+08:00

6th May:

Work as usual. One sentence to describe the whole day: I hate to be middleman! Sucks!

Anyway, after work, went to ABC market to wait for my friend to reach. Then we went to Ben&Jerry Restaurant at Dempsey Hill! My friend had a bike and its my first time taking bike ride! At first the feelings is quite excited and scary and I held onto the bike with two hands. Then, slowly as we are on the road, I let go of one then the other. The feeling is really great!! Luckily my friend drove well too so I feel safe and thus, letting go of the bike. It took awhile to reach Dempsey Hill and it was my first time there! Didn't went to Dempsey Hill before as I dunno how to go there. The place is very comfortable!

The bar counter

The live band area

We ordered foods:

My tomato soup

Clam Chowder

Cheese fries (Y)

Forgotten the name of the pizza but the vegetable taste really bitter and I'm full after having two slices! LOL!

Then, after we finished the foods, we went to order ice-cream! Yummy!

The counter

We had New York super fudge chunk, chunky monkey and Mint Chocolate chunk! It was nice as usual!! :D

After which, we went to east coast park. Played BSL at TKA for awhile then went to area G to slack. There's continuous plane flying pass and i bet there is at least 30 and more planes which fly pass while we were there! Sat at the stone there then we decided to take a walk. We took off our shoes too and soak our legs in the sea water! My friend know that I'm not feeling that great so thats why my friend brought me there to relax.

Went to toilet to clean up then went to esso station to buy water and pump oil. Then we went to telok blangah hill park to slack. Around 2plus, my friend like can't tahan already so we went home instead. Send me home and reached home around 3plus. A relaxing friday night I would say.

My friend's bike which is actually a scooter! Its really comfortable!

7th May:

Woke up around 12 plus. Family went to vote around 2plus and they say not much ppl one. Then, li and me went to the newly open macdonald at jurong central park which is quite near my house! Its 24hours with mac cafe too! Next time if I couldn't sleep then I know where to go already! We had ice-cream and nuggets. Then we went to JP for a walk. We also went to play two rounds of jubeat. After which, we trained down to AMK for a walk. There's lots of ppl! The mall is quite small and thus, we went outside for a walk. Actually wanna buy KOI but there's lots of ppl! So, while we walked, we saw a new bubble tea shop called Cuppa!

I had Okinawa milk tea

Li had Yuan Yang Special milk tea

Then, we walk further down and there's another bubble tea shop called Super Bubble Tea! We went to coffee shop to had dinner as li say there's a very nice western store there and the queue is long!

I had chicken cutlet

She had fish and chip

Its a big portion and I told li can't waste food and she dare me to finish my food so I ate it all! Ohmy! And after eating it, I feel like vomiting already! LOL!

We saw Gong Cha there also! And sweet talk! LOL! Total there's five bubble tea store there! Crazy one loh! Trained back and force li to alight at lakeside and walk home with me cos my food still haven't digest! The weather is really humid the whole day even at night!!! We were sweating like mad already half way!

Reached home and mum was sitting infront of the tv watching the general election voting results! LOL! Before the results came out, already heard that my area will be taken by PAP! At first I was not into this election at all and I dun care but then, everywhere is talking about it, including my colleagues, family and news! So, in the end, more or less I know about GE. And finally i understand how it works. LOL! In the end, PAP won the most and there's 6 opposition. A great improvement then 5 years back cos there's only 2 opposition.

Anyway, I dun bother about who win or whatever the result is! I just hope that they dun keep increasing GST, housing estate, etc! Cos we are not as rich as what they think we are! LOL! And there's so much foreign workers luh!! My area is flooded with so many black guys! Freaking smelly and scary when I'm walking home alone at night!

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2011-05-05T21:17:00.000+08:00

1st May:

Today awoke by mz's message saying meet at 10plus. I gt shock cos we didn't say we are meeting before that! After which, she and pq miscommunicate about calling me to go play squash with them and yl! Hahas. Actually wanna go prepare then meet them but my stomach wasn't that great so I didn't go eventually.

Stayed at home the whole day! At first meeting Joe at night. But then suddenly they say wanna go iluma cos it's Jo last day at work so I cancel the meeting with him and go down to iluma instead!

Thinking of it's Jo last day, so I made glutinous balls!

Made colorful one! Didn't dare to bring so much cos I dunno they like anot. Around 9pm headed down to iluma.

Went up to cdk then to mushroom. Slack at counter and played dj then went down to arcadia. Susu ordered pizzas!

Bacon and cheese

Only had one slice. Then went up to pass the pizzas to hz and Jo. Head back down to Arcadia, played jubeat and DDR then wait for them to knock off. Luckily i didnt bring much tangyuan down cos not much ate.... Well, nvm. They all heading home. Jo ask us to come down to accompany her and she wanna go sing so we went to top one but it's full. Wanna cab down to cine but couldn't find any cab so we decided to walk there. Jo bring us walk one big round there but luckily we are able to hail a cab at ps there. Went to kbox at cine. We sang till halfway and Jo realize she left her phone at DDR there so after we sang till 6am and we acc Jo go back to Arcadia to take back her phone. Luckily it's till there! Then, we trained back home.

2nd may:

Woken up by those election group playing those words over and over again asking us to vote for them! So irritating so had no choice but to wake up! Actually wanna go hunt for more clothes for work but am really lazy to step out of house so today whole day stayed at home. Very bored at home! Basically just read storybook and surf net.

3rd may:

As usual, went to work, lunch with colleagues then end work. Mundane lifestyle. After that, my friend came to find me at my workplace. We went to Joomak Korean Restaurant to have dinner!

We ordered Rice Wine:

First time trying it and it taste more blend taste as beer! And we didn't know rice wine is being poured like this:

They serve Banchan with 8 different dishes. Nice!! :D

Then, here come the Ddeokbokki

and Spicy Stew

It was cooking and when we stir the dish, we saw the whole of octopus inside!

We got shock by it and then when its cooked, the person came to cut it for us. We ate for like 2-3hrs there cos there isn't much ppl so we took our time to eat. After that we went to clementi mall to see the monkey collection at mini toon!

After that trained back home. And my friend bought me this:

Monkey toy

Monkey iphone case!

Love it lots :D

5th May:

Shall skip yesterday cos nothing much happen. Today, my LO came to look for me at my workplace in the morning around 9plus! First time meeting her and she's so nice! She will be meeting me for another 2 more times!

Well, today work is not really great. Hais. Feel like crying over someone's shoulder. :(

Actually wanna go take a long bus ride home to relax myself and not to be bothered by work but then my colleague took the same bus with me and then had to go take train with her as she live at JE. Just hoping tmr will be a better day. :(

2011-05-01T14:31:00.004+08:00

29th April:

Friday finally had some work to do to keep my mind occupied as not to think so much! Busy from some admin stuff and thus, no time to even relax my mind for awhile cos i gt one whole stack of things to do! Actually wanna go out but dunno wanna go where and what to do so head back home instead. Its friday and I'm staying at home! :(

There's no news about cindy and I'm very worried! No one has your news at all so the only thing we can do is to just wait.

30th April:

I woke up at 8plus and saw a missed call from ur mum's no at 4am! I gt a shock and dunno what to do! Dunno if i should call back but I text karen to ask first. She said its you and I was relieve! Called back once you text me! Really made my day happy! Couldn't stop smiling the whole day! :] Too happy till I'm not tired and dun feel like going back to sleep too! Hahas.

Prepared and head out with Li and Mum to JP to had brunch then to the bank. Then mum head home while Li and I trained down to bugis. Walked around junction and then meet up with huiting. We talk about our first week for our internship in our separate company! It was a super hot day indeed and then we trained down to orchard and walked around. Around 6plus, she went off to find her friends while we continued to walk around. Accompanied Li to go put her blue extension hair! LOL! Looks funny. Then, we went to had dinner and continued walking around. Didn't bought much things as I was looking for clothes for intern! Sian! Shall continued go shopping on monday then!

1st May:

To conclude last month, it wasn't a good month afterall! So many bad things happened, dun wish to say out but I really dun like April! It sucks overall! Only hoping that this month would be a better month! A new month, a new start! :]

Anyway, here is some of the photos taken during picnic with Huiting, Peifen and Phoebe by peifen's dslr! Finally she uploaded all the photos! :]

Phoebe is drinking water at home cos she keep barking as she's too excited!

The foods that we brought! Way too much that we couldn't finished it!

Standing up!

Ht helping her to tie her dress

Playing monopoly deal

Me with Phoebe!

Phoebe wanna eat sandwiches too but can't

Cute uh?

Peifen always wanna carry phoebe but scared.

Peifen and Phoebe!

Group Photo:

After taking photos, we went to play catching but I'm the photographer instead! :]

Ht catch pf

Then, pf wanna catch phoebe!

She's blocking her from going to Ht!

In the end, she went to come to find me!

Preparing to pee!

Drinking water after playing

Wiping sweats!

After that we headed back to huiting's house.

Some photos of phoebe!

All so cute uh? Feel like playing with her again! :D

Sleepy her after a long day!

Sleepy Pf too!

Ending a photo with the four of us! Enjoyed the day and wanna go again! :D

P.S: After hearing them saying about what happened yesterday, I'm glad that I have made a right choice to leave you! :]

美好的一天

2011-04-30T23:48:00.000+08:00

今天真的好开心！原本还很害怕因为凌晨的时候你打来但我没有接，还以为出了什么事。后来我收到你发给我的简讯就立刻打给你了。

终于听到你的声音我好高兴！这回想起我们每次都会通电话到很早才睡觉！虽然听得出你还是很虚弱，但你能说话和吃东西，而且不必依靠氧气我已经很开心了。

我答应你的东西我不会反悔的，也不会把那些秘密说出去，你也是哦！要快点好起来！我会等你好起来然后再一起通电话、出去、来我家过夜、还有做很多事情！

和你讲电话到不想挂，想要一之说下去，但是你必须要回房休息了，所以只好挂电话。但，无论你几点打来，我都会听的，不会不放声音了，那么我睡觉的时候你打来，我都会接！

今天一正天心情都特别的好！一之不停的笑！开心得不得了！哈哈！快点好起来哦！我想你哦！好想快点看到你！加油加油！老妹替你加油！爱你哦！:D

P.S: 祈祷是有用的！谢谢神与祖先照着她！

一定要坚持下去！

2011-04-28T20:09:00.001+08:00

早上简讯传来你很危险，我真的好担心。今天一正天都没有心情，无论是上班还是什么。不知道要去哪里，做什么，放工后不想回家，所以一个人来这里静一静,透透气。一正天，一样事情都做不好。也没有胃口。真的好担心你，一之想着你，眼泪一直不停的掉，幸好没人看到。如果你的情况还没有好转，我可能会一个人到任何医院问你住在哪里。虽然他们知道你在哪里，但他们没有说因为他们答应了你。我也不要逼问他们因为这很为难他们。但，当我要放工时，消息传来你醒了，我松了一口气，但是你还是很弱。我真的希望你能坚持下去，继续跟生命搏斗！我知道你可以的，你是pong妞，怎么会这么容易放弃呢？真的好担心，害怕。虽然你醒了，但是我还是放不下心来。还是一之深呼吸，有一颗很重的心。真的好想去见你，好想抱你，好想做好多事情！现在我能做的只能继续等你的消息。还记得我跟你说的吗？你跟我说的我还记住。我爱你！继续加油好吗？要坚持下去好吗？我在等你！

P.S:现在好需要一个拥抱！:'(

Heavy heart

2011-04-27T21:16:00.002+08:00

Today is just another common day at work but a bad day! I wore other flat and guess what? The sole of both shoe came out and the skin starts to peel! Luckily it last for whole day! And i set up new desktop which arrive yesterday. Break at ABC market with colleagues. They treat drinks again. Talk about voting stuff. Around 5pm, all of them went for meeting and I dun have to go so I just stay at my desk. At first thinking need to stay till they finished meeting then go off anot but I stay till 6pm jiu went off le. And it's one of the colleague birthday

One of my friend send whatsapp for me as a gift! So nice. Finally have it but I dun nid it anyway cos mine is free SMS but just that the person I'm texting will save money!

Today i feel so scared and having breathing difficulties. Keep taking in deep breath. Dunno why but maybe worrying. Just keep feeling a heavy stone in my heart. You went in for such a long time and finally you are out at 9plus! It's very successful but the next 24hrs is very crucial. I hope you will be able to pull through! Jiayous!! We are waiting for u!! Fighting!! Love you!

Love you!

2011-04-26T21:25:00.004+08:00

Tomorrow you will be having operation le! I hope you will stay strong and pull through! We'll all be waiting and praying for you! Never ever regret knowing you and having you as my kor! I dunno what to say but I want to see you become healthily when you come out! I will wait for you! Jiayous! Love you!!

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2011-04-26T21:17:00.000+08:00

23th April:

Woke up at 10plus though I slept in the morning at dunno what time. But I nua on my bed till 1plus then I wake up to bath. No appetite to eat brunch. Head out around 2plus with family to vivo! Been long since we go out to shop tgt. Reached vivo and they wanna eat. I wanna eat subway so Sis acc me while dad and mum went kopitiam to eat. They came to find us afterthat. Went to find dad's wallet at tang. He bought two wallets and he also bought a wallet for me cos mine was spoilt months ago! Walked around vivo and saw mum's relative. Chat and then went to walk the bridgeway to sentosa. While walking back, saw them again! Then we went to see doggy, hamsters, rabbits and hermit crabs! Wondering what does hermit crabs eat? Then we went to Honeymoon Dessert. First time there.

Mango pomelo sago

Grass jelly in vanilla sauce with green tea ice cream

Toddy palm sago

Mixed fruits beancurd with mango juice

Head back home after that.

24th April:

Woke up early in the morning. Prepared and trained to clementi. Had Macdonald breakfast at clementi cityvibe. First time there and the seats are really comfortable! After eating, head down to fairprice and bought vitamin drink. Walked to clementi community centre. Took awhile to find that place. Was still early but just went to find Kelvin. He brief us on what to do then guo Liang was there too! Chat with him and played jubeat for awhile but sadly no connection so not fun. It was a game carnival where theres is jubeat, taiko, basketball, wii, xbox and sf4!

Events start around 10am and crowds starts to come in. My job is to teach them how to play and stamp a chop for them after they played once but I close one eye. it's super bored over there cos most of them are playing lvl 3 and below as it's their first time playing! However, get to know some new friends and some nice aunty. She keep talking to me about several things like stress, sch stuff, work stuff and personal stuff! And not to mention some of the colleagues there were nice too! Guo Liang went back at 5plus and ah long and raja came. I didn't went for break but people around me are so nice! They bought me cheese sausage, KOI, drinks and wraps to eat! So nice of them! However, I didn't get their fb or contacts. Well, there's always next time if got chance! One even ask me to go off at 7plus but I'm suppose to go off at 8pm when long and raja pack the machines! However, I still stay up till 8plus then went off. Actually wanna walk around clementi cityvibe but can't cos no time as I nid to go to G2000 at Jp to collect my pants. Ask them to sent to JP instead of collecting at anchorpoint after alter so it will be easier for me to collect. Head home after that. Print intro letter, and pack bag.

25th April:

Couldnt slp well the whole night! Woke up every hour and I'm even awake before my alarm rings! Not only worrying about intern but also others stuff. Should set my mind free uh! Woke up at 6.30am! Real early! Been so long since I woke up so early le. Now weekdays have to wake up so early. Hais. I hate morning train and evening train luh! Always so packed like sardine! Wore formal shirt with Jeans and flats. The flats make me have blisters again! Dunno why every shoe I wore will make my feet have lots of blisters or skin will torn one. Damn painful luh and my feets will always fill with scars. -.- reached company quite early so wonder around. Wanted to go slack at staircase since I gt bring storybook but it's lock so went to walk around. The supervisor is quite nice but she's serious about work! She told me about the company, show me around the company, introduce me to those colleagues whom are in the office at that time and bring me to my desk. Some colleagues are quite nice as they approach me to talk to me! One of them even ask me to join them for lunch as not all of them go lunch tgt. So went with one lady and three guys. They brought me to ABC market and told me whats nice there. Then, the director and another guy colleague came to join us. One of them treat me milo! Hahas. Head back to office and continue reading the super thick file! Another female colleague was very nice and approachable but we didn't talk much. Hahas. Still trying my best to remember all their names and get to talk to them and know them. But some of them are really more shy then me! Hahas. Time pass quite slow towards the end! Starts to yawn and eyes wanna close so keep making myself awake! They even ask me to bring my cups as there's a kitchen where there's drinks, tea or coffee over there! But im very paiseh to use it. Still feel scary to walk around the office, even to the toilet! Hahas! Actually 5.45pm end work but I stay till 6pm then go off as most of them haven't go off. Bused and trained back! Seriously hate traveling at that time! So crowded! Head to Jp to buy some stuff then head home.

27th April:

Today again another day of same routine! Woke up early, prepared, took the packed train and bus, work, lunch break, work, end work then took packed bus and train home. Colleagues drove us to redhill hawker centre to eat and they drove two cars as we had 7 ppl, 3lady and 4guys! One of them treat me drink soya milk. Hahas. Today not as nervous as yesterday but still not so comfortable there. Time always pass so slow after lunch break. Dunno why. And heavy rain when we end work! Sian! Dun think I will blog so often now since weekdays are just about work and work and work! And I dun wanna write about my work stuff here! Not nice! :]

Kpop night and eloise's advance birthday celebration

2011-04-26T20:52:00.000+08:00

Parent and sis went to grandparent's house in the noon but I dun wan to go cos I need to do introduction letter and log book for internship. So, I'm all alone at home. Went Jp for a walk after doing then head back home. Changed and then went to eat dinner at Wendy. Actually dun feel like eating but scare later will be like last time, gastric pain to the max, can't even stand properly so just went to eat. After eating, trained down to iluma. At first say meet at 7pm, but all were late except Anna. So, we slacked around then we went to meet Eloise at junction. Eloise's two friends also came but I forgot what's their name. We went to cold storage and bought a champaign. Eloise suddenly got the kick to drink and she treat us drink! Went outside bhg and drink. Called Karen to join us. Anna and me went to buy candle and then we went back to Arcadia. Anna bought angry bird cupcakes! We prepared and wait for Eloise to reach and give her a surprise advance birthday celebration!

Love them lots! ♥

Then, we walk to DBL O. Walked pass a church and it's so beautiful to see them holding on candles! Waited for daw, susu and Jeff to reach then we went in. We bought early tickets so it's only for $26 while those buying on that day have to pay $36.

We drank several shots, can't remember how many but confirm more than three. We also drank jager bomb, tequila pop and they order some drinks in jug to share too.

Shots!

Jager Bomb, divide into two groups!

Tequila pop!

The girls!

The guys with two of eloise's friends!

The Kpop night is really awesome with an awesome DJ!

He is so cute!! However it ends at 11plus. Continued the night with english songs and waited for Jo to reach. At first she couldn't come in cos she lost her ic but then luckily eloise's friend is working in there so he help Jo to get in. Drank shot again, flaming lamborghini and barcadi151 with Jo cos I'm still not that high.

Flaming Lamborghini

First time trying Jager Bomb, Lamborghini and barcadi! Barcadi is very hot but still okay. And then i drank hendiken too! Maybe it's because I'm happy on that day as I wanna enjoy my last clubbing before my intern start so I'm not drunk at all! Someone dunno is accidentally or intentionally kissed on my lips!!! Hahas! That person was shy till run away! LOL! Towards the end, talk heart to heart with momo outside the toilet and also worry about hz cos she is still outside, always dun wanna go home!

I love them lots! ♥

Around 2plus or 3plus like that jiu went off le. Karen and Jo dunno go whr, wanna go with them but they dun allow me and they took cab off. Susu dun allow me to either go home alone or stay there alone so no choice, cab home with Donald and Donald send me home first then he went to fetch his gf at powerhouse! So troublesome! At first wanna go esplanade but I scare to trouble Donald so went home instead. The taxi uncle talk to us about politic, death, and alot of things! Reached my area then went to walk walk. Dunno why but I dun feel like going home so early. Thought of Cabbing back to esplanade but didnt cos dun wanna waste money. Dunno walk till Wat time then head back home to change into slipper and take water then continue to go out to walk. Homed at dunno what time, bath but also can't slp. Many things running through my mind. Ending with a pic of me kissing Jo! Hahas! So random!

P.S: Sorry that I suddenly text you and vexed my anger on you. But luckily you understand me.

P.S: though it's just a short moment, but I enjoy that moment the best throughout that whole night! Feel so secured in ur arms. Finally a hug. ♥ Thank you for the moment. I won't forget that moment. :]

Internship

2011-04-24T23:27:00.001+08:00

Tmr is the first day of internship already! I'm so freaking nervous and excited! Keep wondering how will my manager and colleagues be and what is my job scope over there. Hopefully there will be someone who can guide me along with work. It will be 17 weeks of waking up so early, 'no-life' lifestyle, mind cracking days! Hope can get along with them well. And must rmb to bring and write in log book everyday. Argh!! I'm so scared!! I'm gonna reach there early thought they ask me to report 15min later then their working hrs on the first day. Checked my bag several times to ensure I brought all things. Hais. Dunno why so nervous! Can't even get to sleep well. Not only regarding work but also some other personal stuff. Why can't my brain take a break? Am gonna just lie on bed till I fall asleep bah!

P.S: even though I know u for quite long but there's always an awkwardness around. Maybe its just me that is feeling like this. I dunno why but maybe........ Just hope things will get better. I still prefer times in the past, not now, not after that day. But it's not possible for time to rewind. Maybe during these times where we will not see each other quite often, will be the best to sort things out. But one thing I can confirm is that I know I'm not good enough to suit u and am not a perfect one. :')

2011-04-22T13:49:00.006+08:00

19th April:

Woke up in the morning, head to bugis with mum. Went to sis sch cos nid to pay for her school fees. Then walked to city hall station and trained down to queensway area to find my company which I will be working from on next monday onwards! 17 weeks of internship but then good thing is I will have 2 months of holidays from august! Quite easy to find my company though. Then, walked to IKEA for lunch!

Mum is like crazy or what? She bought so many foods! The meatball is nice as always! There's a boy boy seating next to us and he is super cute! This is their conversation with his grandma.

Grandma: Why you eat the tissue paper?
Boy: Because I'm hungry!
Grandma: But you just finished eating not long ago!

After that, walked around ikea then went to anchorpoint. Bought a blazer and formal pant from G2000. Going to collect my pant on monday because its too long for me! Can tell how short I am bah! After walking around, bought a strawberry yogurt and its yummy!

Shared with Li and WQ. Then, head back to Ikea again. Bought stuffs and then head back home.

20th April:

Went to Jp and had Lailai with mum.

Mum had lime juice

Banana Yogurtie

Curry chicken

Cute tissue design

Lailai noodle with fried fish

After which, accompany mum to buy her groceries at fairprice. The time is still early so mum went home while I went to play jubeat for awhile. Trained down to sch but still early. Waited for Ht and Kugan to reach then walked to meet the rest at MLT 11. Had Pre-Internship briefing and then went to meet LO but my LO isn't free to meet me so I waited for them to finish meeting their LO. Went to Mac to slack with Ht and Kugan. Had double chocolate frappe and shared brownie with Ht. Slacked till around 6pm then trained down to Bugis. Was bored and so I walked around junction and bought two books from kino, one english, one chinese while waiting for hz to reach. Then went to mushroom to accompany anna cos she's bored while working. Helped her to buy comics and walked several times to comics connection and kino. Played jubeat then wait for them to end work. Trained home with Jo, Hz and Karen cos they coming to my house to ton. Bathed and wait for Cindy to reach then we went down to JP to meet up with karen. Went to had supper and then went to fairprice to buy some stuffs. Head home, watched tvs, ate, chat with daw thru talkbox and then youtube. Around 6.30am, Karen and Jo went home while Cindy, Hz and me head to bed. Miracle that Hz can stay awake through the whole night!

21th April:

Woke up at 10plus. Dunno why just couldn't slp. Went outside to watch show, disturb karen, play psp, then went to Li's room to lie down. They woke up around 4plus! Bathed and went to Jp to had carl jr. for dinner. After which, trained down to iluma and waited for Daw to come! She said she will reached by 7pm but in the end, she reached around 9plus! After which, accompany them to Mac to eat. Daw mama treat us eat ice-cream! Went back to arcadia and slack till last train and head home. Last train extended to 12.20am and there isn't much ppl taking the train!

P.S: Will be working at clementi community centre to work on sunday! Asking people to play jubeat! Dunno will be bored anot. :x

2011-04-18T22:16:00.002+08:00

These two days is really bored! Been staying at home and basically just eat, sleep, surf net and watch tv. But mostly am eating and sleeping! Its the lifestyle of a pig! OMG! Think my diet plan can skip already! Might even gain weight too! Jialat! Hais. Shall really start when I start my internship then since it will be just working and working! Gonna enjoy my last week of holiday!

P.S: Suddenly feel like going pulau ubin to cycle! Been years since I went there and I also forgotten how to go already.

Picnic day!

2011-04-17T21:47:00.006+08:00

On sat, I only slept for 3hours then woke up at 7am to prepare and head down to tiong bahru plaza to meet huiting and peifen. Actually meeting at 8.30am but we meet at 8.50am like that and peifen was still on the train. So, ht and I went to fairprice to buy some stuff first. Awhile later, peifen then reached and we continued buying our groceries. Then, we walked to huiting's house to prepare those foods and fruits. Phoebe was sleeping at first then while preparing halfway, she woke up and was barking non-stop as she knew we are heading for a picnic and she is very excited!

Ham and cheese Sandwiches and Tuna Sandwiches!

Packed it in containers and phoebe's cereal too!

Tibits and Sweets

Small red wine

Apples, Grapes, Strawberries, Orange Juice and Plan water!

Huiting and Phoeb

Peifen and Phoebe

So, around 10plus or close to 11am if I'm not wrong, then we went to take a cab to hort park. Actually wanted to walk till Henderson Wave but the foods and things we brought are way too heavy so we stop at Telok Blangah Hill Park instead! Settled down in a shuttle cos we scare there will be rain but luckily it was a great day with no sun nor rain too!

We played monopoly deals

We chat and even played catching with phoebe too! There are ants around but luckily no mosquitoes at all! After all playing, phoebe is really tired and she slept.

Accidentally woke her up while trying to take her photo.

She went back to sleep again.

Overall, it was a successful picnic! We managed to finish the sandwiches, one tibits, half of grapes and strawberry! Woah! 3 meals in one and all are sandwiches! Then, we packed up around 5pm and head down to take cab back to huiting's house. Settled down, slack till 6plus and then trained home with peifen. Actually huiting and I wanna go flea but scare by the time we go there, they already closed so we didn't went. Trained home, brought milk tea from Tealicious but not that nice. Bathed and head to bed real early at 9plus!

Most of the photos are in peifen's DSLR! Wait for her to upload those photos then I will update my blog again! Using her DSLR makes me wanna buy one too! I'm gonna save money now!!

P.S: I still got one more week of holiday while some of my friends doing FYP this sem will be going back to sch tmr! I'm gonna enjoy this week of holiday! :]

Post Created Apr 16, 2011 2:55:59 AM

2011-04-16T01:56:00.002+08:00

Well, yesterday was bored at home. No one ask me out and at first thought of going out alone. Then suddenly thought of asking Li out cos mum say she work till 4pm and she might be going for orientation at 7pm which mean in between she might be free so text her if she wanna go walk walk and she say she is free after work and she dun nid to go orientation le. So around 3plus, I walk to station but luckily when I reached the station then it started to rain if not I will be drenched again! Trained down to je and wait for sis for nearly half an hour. Msg her ask where is she and she say she is working and end work at 6.30pm instead of 4pm!!! Mum bluff me!! So in the end, sis ask me to go her workplace to find her. Took bus there but dunno how to walk there. In the end, she direct me till dunno where! Suddenly raining heavily so had to go under the train track for shelter! -.- like a pathetic loner. Called sis and she came all the way and I walk under the track to meet her. Luckily I was wearing a jacket, can use it as coat! She didn't even know her way luh! Go till a dead end!! Then reached cedele at Nordic. Her colleagues were super nice! Keep joking and she ask sis to make drink and cut cake for me to eat while waiting for her to end work.

Mocha drink
Chocolate lemonade cake? Can't remember.

Its very sinful cos im on diet but they are so nice and its isnt nice to reject them so i ate it. It was yummy! So, wait for sis to end work and luckily by the time they finished, it was drizzling only. So, one of her colleague waiting for her husband to fetch while we and her another colleague walk to bus stop. She and us took different bus so we bus to je and then trained down to marina square. Walked around and I bought acne product. Hopefully it will cure my acne and scar! It's getting bad to worst. Dunno why. Had dinner at yoshinoya then walk around. Walk to suntec but most of the shop had closed so we went to esplanade instead. Suddenly Cindy called and know we are there. Seriously, tornado cannot have any secret if you tell one person anything! So, the best secret is keep inside yourself! Hahas! Cos things spread real fast!

Sis didn't went to MBS there before so I bring her there. Brought her to the place where we usually slack. Suddenly, a guy came to ask sis and I wanna join them for whiskey cos they still had a bottle left but we didn't join them. Super random! Actually wanna ton over there but I dun think sis can or wan. So, let her decide and she say took last train home so walked to marina bay mrt and trained home. It's going to 3am! Am going to slp now! Had to wake up real early later on! Ciaos! :]

P.S: what actually is smart causal wear? Top have to be button shirt or not necessary? I only know cannot wear t-shirt or polo t? Whereas for bottom, can wear dark colored jean? Skirt is allowed? Or? Do I need to buy a blazer? Is cardigan allowed? Argh!! It's more headache then formal wear! Someone help me!! :(

2011-04-14T01:57:00.004+08:00

Yesterday wait for Li to off work at 4pm but it was raining heavily! When I walked to the station, I'm all drenched already cos I didn't bring umbrella out! Trained down to je and wait for her then trained down to bugis. Bought dad's spec stuff and then head down to iluma. Karen catch this green birdie for me! Didn't know she go catch it for me! Love it alot! :D Thank you!

But they keep saying its like kana poison or either they say it look like duck or chicken. -.- Its cute mah!! Even mum say its cute when i bring it home! Then went down to buy KOI for them to drink. Joke of the day is ahlong text Li that he want honey green tea become horny green tea! LOL! Break with them at coffeeshop but none of us eating. Went back arcadia and slack the whole day there! Played jubeat append. They off work and go ton but they dun allow me to go with them. So, just go home with Li and disturb her with my green birdie all the way!

Took by moses! Peeking out!

P.S: Of all people, why choose me?

Exploring the nature

2011-04-12T19:59:00.015+08:00

Yesterday, went out with sis at 9plus. She went to work while I went to harbourfront station to meet friend. The friend wanna be unknown so I'm not going to write name. After my friend bought mineral water and I reached, we head off to henderson wave! Walked through the whole journey and then through the hort park! I like the bridge cos you can see through the forest at the bottom but its kinda scary! I didn't walk to the other part of hort park because last time my family didn't walk there so I didn't know there's another part of hort park! There's actually butterfly house but we are not allowed to go in as they lock up the door but its from 9-12pm but when we reach is 11plus! Then saw this leaves that is heart shape, very nice!

We walked through the whole hort park then we headed the route to NUH/NUS, walked past prince george's park, then to pasir panjang and we walked further down to west coast without even resting at all! By the time we reached there, its already 2plus! We went to rest at mac and deciding where to head next. Then, we decided to bus down to have korean food at ps! The shop name is Manna Story.

You can hardly understand what the waiter/waitress said cos they are all korean. So, we ordered

Some sort of rice sweet drink (not wine)

Side dishes for free

Pancake

Jjajiang Myeon

Dak Galbi

I like the side dishes especially the salad-like and kimchi, the Jjajiang Myeon and Dak Galbi! Delicious!! I'm gonna go back to try it again! After which we were bloated, so we went to another park nearby. Forgotten what's it is called.

There's raffles's house but inside was empty. Then, after which, we walked to funan mall and then walked to raffles city and to marina square. After which, we walked further down to esplanade and it was raining so we went to the library. Waited for the rain to stop then we walked to flyer! Took the flyer and its my first time! We were quite early cos when we reached there its only 6.30pm and the town light haven't switch off and it is a rainy day. The both of us took a capsule!

This actually show the image below on the screen below!

F1 track!

Its a pity that its raining on that day if not the view will be much nicer! The ride last for 30min then we head to MBS. My friend bought me to the Sands SkyPark!

First time there too! It was windy and luckily not raining already. I dun dare to put my phone out to take nicer photo just in case it drop all the way down! I still prefer taiwan skypark cos its at a higher storey than singapore one! My friend had the hotel pass and so we went to the swimming area!

The atmosphere is really relaxing! I wish to go down to had a swim but then I dun have extra clothes! I'm gonna try it one day just dunno when! After which, we walked to this place which has a big fan on top.

Then, we walked to raffles mrt and trained home!

Enjoy my day out even though its very tiring as we just kept walking and walking! Didn't upload all the photos that I took from my phone cos its way too much! My old kneecap injuries came back again! Argh!! Sprain it when I was at hort park already but I just didn't say anything and my shoe haunt me with blisters again! I need a better pair of shoes! The korean food is really very nice and yummy! I wanna go back eat again and go to the korean bbq opposite haw par villa! Pass by there twice and I wanna try it out cos my friends said its very nice though it is abit expensive! And thanks my friends for the day out and paying all those expenses! Really appreciate it. :]

Today when I woke up, I hardly can straighten my right leg! Its really painful and thus, had to stay at home whole day even though I agree to go meet huiting and kugan for dinner! Argh. Feel so bad to reject going out with them as we already booked a restaurant and going for a drink too. Really wanna go have a drink with them cos I haven't drink with them before! Hais. Just hope there is another day! :(

Ohya, my teacher in charge for internship called me yesterday and she is very panic because she just cleared her mail yesterday while my company sent her an email to ask her to ask me to send them a short profile of myself. I just read the mail but I'm lazy to write. Am going to write it in the morning then mail to them. Hais. Have to think of what to write. First day have to report at 9am! Ohmy! Please dun ask me to wear formal and bring laptop please. :(

Freaking funny at how the duck leading the ducklings!

Cute cars! I wanna have a monkey one instead! :x

Saw this and the first person came to my mind is Karen! Bet she definitely wont board this bus if it really exist!

Elmo at arcadia!! Its so cute and I wan it!! Anyone willing to catch the green birdie and the purple elmo for me? Hehe :x

P.S: I keep telling myself not to care so much but yet my mind and heart just doesn't want to listen.

P.S: Anyone ask me out please for these two weeks? I dun wanna stay at home! I will be freaking bored and I wanna enjoy my last two weeks of holiday before internship starts!

2011-04-10T20:49:00.003+08:00

Last night I couldn't sleep well again, thus, I turned on my tv and watch la pi xiao xin. Been long since I watched.

Today woke up early in the morning. Prepared and head to aljunied and meet up with susan whom is my cousin. Went to baibai my grandparents and cousin who passed away when I'm few months old. Actually wanna wait for longer time while letting them have enough time to eat but the place is seriously too cramp and there's two families coming, so we had no choice but to keep all the foods and stuff and head down. Burned all the stuff and it was super duper hot!! Totally sweat like crazy! Luckily I'm wearing knee-length short instead of jean! After which, bused down to tpy and bused to Balestier to bai great grandparent and uncle. I prayed for everyone good health and also some other thing but i think it doesn't matter anyway. After that, then bused down to tpy to have lunch cum dinner! Super hot and sweaty! Bused down to 5head cos dad went to collect his spec! After which went to buy durian cos actually going to eat with cindy but she got work so didn't went and thus, mum know i wanna eat and so, she bought it for me! So nice of her, always know wat I want when I didn't even tell her. I think she is the only one who know me well? But then there's still lots of things I didn't tell her also. She's old already, some things just have to handle on my own and not to let her worry.

P.S: 我觉得我白担心一场了，我不应该做那么多反而却没有人在担心。我不应该管那么多了！再也不会了！我不想了！说什么都不会听进去，只会浪费口水！我也不会问那么多了。如果你们要跟我说就说吧！我不会再多嘴去问那么多了。问了你们也不会跟我讲。。。累了，真的累了。真想有一天可以睡个好觉，永远都不要起来！

Post Created Apr 9, 2011 5:22:18 PM

2011-04-09T17:22:00.003+08:00

Who is free next week to accompany me to go and find where is my company exact location is and have the time to accompany me to go hort park/Henderson wave to take a walk? Actually was having picnic with poly mates on mon at there but was postpone to dunno when. When can I have a picnic?? I really nid to take a walk out there to have a refreshing air. If no ppl is free then I shall go on my own! :)

I feel very useless. I feel I'm the last to know everything. Though we seems to be close but deep in my heart, there seems to be a barrier after that incident. And those words and actions doesn't match at all too. I dunno how to describe it. I wanted to care as much but something is holding me back. I think it's because ever after since that incident, things changed alot. All of yal mindset have changed, dun wanna tell me anything so that I won't bother much, but yal are wrong. The more yal are like this, the more it bother me. That's the reason why I always dun wanna tell yal my problems or how I feel! I'm very scared of things might changed and indeed it did! But nonetheless, nothing can be changed. If yal think it's better being in this way then just be it. I won't ask too much nor do anything then. I will just care for yal at one side and being the useless me. I'm sorry for writing out my thoughts here. I hope this shall be the last post that I wrote about my feelings.

P.S: I really do want to care and want to know. I don't like things to be hide from me. I want the truth. I dunno if yal are purposely or wat but I feel I'm useless. It's like having a gap between us right now. Every minutes every seconds, I wish that incident wouldn't happen. I wish time would rewind back but it wouldn't happen! I really want to.

P.S: I've been sleeping and sleeping and sleeping alot these two days! I dunno why. Probably it's because of my headache. But then I still feel giddy. And another reason to it because I think sleeping is the only way to let me not to think so much. When I'm awake, I always told myself not to think so much but yet my brain don't listen to me. What can I do?? So, I have been sleeping these two days to hide myself in this world, cos I have no where to head to, no one to turn to. Thus, I'm just sleeping and sleeping like a pig! I wonder am I going to do this for the rest of the two weeks of holidays? Or can anyone please ask me out or should I just head out alone for a walk?

P.S: These whole week is really a big crazy for me. I did things that i didnt do before. I had never went to wait under a person voiddeck to wait for forgiveness, i had never break down infront of people, i had never went to west coast park alone late at night and told myself to be calm when so much things happened in one night.

P.S: I will not tell anyone who is that person whom i like from last time till now and it havent changed at all. Seeing that person happy is really happy for me. That person has some admirer too so it depend on that person whether to accept one of them anot but seems like that person sooner or later will one, or maybe they are already together. I can only lie to myself that seeing that person together with her loved one will make that person happy will eventually make me happy. Well, I hope time will heal me if I dun see them too often.

P.S: Mum is so good to cook barley for me! Cos I told her I dun wan just drink the water, i wan to eat the barley and thus, she brought the ingredient and cooked it for me! :]

Internship!

2011-04-08T21:48:00.002+08:00

Today actually waking up early and meeting ht to go to sch to check up on our internship but then cy is already there early and told us where we are posted to which company. I'm posted to Cairnhill Metrology Pte Ltd. Dun even know this company before. After checking the place, its somewhere near queenstown area at Jalan Kilang Barat, which sound so ulu to me! I'm freaking scared when I saw I'm posted to this company and I'm all alone! No other people going to the same company as me. I feel so lost. I dunno what am I going to do over there but most probably going to be customer relationship area. Dunno what to wear, dunno how to go there, dunno we have to bring our laptop anot and stuff like that. I so scared!

I haven't really went to search and look into the company cos I totally have no mood to. Feel quite giddy and headache throughout the whole day! Thus, I just slept thru the whole day but inbetween got wake up to surf net for awhile then head back to bed. I got nag by mum cos I keep coughing. :\ I feel like going to the flea tmr at Parkroyal on kitchener Road near Farrer Park but I dunno where it exact location is it, only know somewhere near farrer park. If I go, will mum nag again? And I will be going alone. :x

My face is getting from bad to worst! I think I nid to find a good facial wash or whatever to get it back to normal! Any recommendation? Only heard from susu that Tony Moly is quite good? No idea.

Every night when I have nothing to do on my bed, I will keep repeating reading through my message that are in my phone for the past few days! This is to just keep telling myself not to make the same mistakes again. I'm just dread of it. Seriously if time could rewind, I would not make this kind of things and thus, there wouldn't be any gap. Now, I feel there's gap inbetween which I dunno how to handle it. I hope times will heal it. But then, I wouldn't be so free after my internship starts on 25th this month anymore. Hais. Am at a lost world. :x

P.S: Can time rewind back to the time where all of us are happy?
P.S: The more I am ____ them, the more ____ I feel.

2011-04-08T00:51:00.003+08:00

On wed night, Cindy, huizhen and Jo came to my house to ton. They went to fairprice and bought tibits and drinks then came up to my house. They went to bath then awhile later, Karen came after she bathed at her house. Then we slack at my room and watched tv program. As usual, huizhen is the first to sleep!! She slept at 2plus I guess. Then around 3am, Jo went to take her med and she went to slp. Can't blame Jo cos she is sick! At first the three of us are quite tired but then as huizhen started to snore louder and louder, we started to laugh, took photo of her and Karen took video while Cindy record!

Around 4plus or 5plus, we were very tired already so we went to slp. Jo and I slept on my bed while Karen and huizhen slept on the mattress while Cindy slept on sleeping bag but she couldn't sleep well so in the end, she went over to li's room to sleep as Li went to work alr.

Around 10plus, Karen and I were awake while the rest were still sleeping. When close to 12pm, mum went to buy lunch and we woke the rest up. Hard time waking the pig up!! Had lunch, then Karen went home to bath while the rest of us take turn to bath. Around 2plus, meet up with Karen mrt station and we trained down to kovan to meet Anna and momo. Cindy went home cos her mum was looking for her and I didn't realize till I'm waiting for another train!

Went to kfc at heartland mall to wait for momo. It wasn't my first time there cos last time I went there to melvin's house to stayover night to do finished assignment. After they ate then went to take bus to adidas warehouse. Nothing much there. So, in the end, we decided to trained down to marina square. Bought movie ticket for HOP then we went to have dinner. Pizzahut didn't have places for 8ppl as susu and Jeff joined us, so we walk around till they called us. We order total of 4pizza but I ate only 2slice cos it's so sinful!! After which, they went to play arcade and play pool. Around 9pm then we went in to watch the show.

It's a pretty cute and funny cartoon movie but not a good story plot though. After that, trained home.

Been eating alot these three days! Had Seoul garden with poly mate on tues, then homed cooked food on wed and pizzahut for today!! OMG!! Seems like my diet plan going to gone case!! Had to control my diet!!

Recently I can't differentiate between the real world and dream world. Sometimes when I'm walking or what, I'm like in my dream world and keep asking myself is this real? My eyes are playing tricks on me too as sometimes I see different things!! Think is because I haven't been resting well this whole week since the start of April! It ain't a good month for me! And I'm feeling giddy and headache!! Argh! Well, I just munch on the tibits that are left in my house! Ohmy! Can't stop it!! Shall head to bed since I have to wake up early to sch later. Please rest well people, especially those around me and yal should know who u r! Dun fall sick!!

P.S: I still feel guilty, I still care but I dunno how? Am I doing the right way?
P.S: why when I suffer, my friends will also suffer together with me? Am I selfish not to think for them?

Poly year one outing

2011-04-06T01:21:00.001+08:00

Reached home in the morning. Couldn't sleep well. Woke up and house was empty. Parent came back home like 2plus then they packet rice for me. Didn't have appetite an so only ate few mouth.

The moment I woke up I was freezing even though I didn't on aircon. Must be blew too much of sea wind. Eyes ain't feeling well also. But I still wore contact lens which makes me super uncomfortable at night.

Prepare and head out but was raining heavily! Trained all the way to farrer park and met year one mates! Only Huiting, peifen, Brenda, Melvin, chaoyong, Amresh, kugan, Raymond, Zicheng and Nazrul came! Actually we deciding to go vivo to have Italian food but it isn't halal, so we changed to having Seoul garden instead and city square is the only that have student price.

The place was better then last time I went! This time round it isn't that smelly and we just order directly from the computer on our desk which is something like sakae. Quite convenient! We ate from 7plus till 9plus!! Freaking full from all the food! But halfway I stop because my stomach have been feeling weird these few days. At first also dun even feel like going but then I told myself I should go since it's been so long since I met them! After eating, we went to mustafa to walk as some of them had never been to the place before. We walk till 11pm like that then some of them wanna take cab while some dun wan. After discussing and so, I took cab with the girls! We couldn't hail a cab there so we bused down to balestier and its much easier. Drop ht, pf then Brenda home first. Homed around 12plus and the cab uncle is nice to send us back home fast! A great day out with them! We'll be planning about next week on what to do again before some of us went to internship and some go for fyp! We can't also meet during term break because we dun even have term break for internship ppl! Have to work straight for 17weeks! Luckily Tmr I dun have android lesson while some of them got if not I have to wake up so early! Been long since I woke up early!

Post Created Apr 5, 2011 12:55:25 PM

2011-04-05T12:55:00.002+08:00

Hais. Maybe I should just disappear in this world. Nobody wants to reply me. Maybe when I'm gone this period then they will cool down. I think I should stay as an invisible person would be a better choice. I thought after being alone at the seaside, looking at how the sea flow would help me not to think so much and clear my mind. But when it's back to reality, I still have to face it.

I dunno why yal acting like this. There's one post that one of you post and another one commenting on it makes me really break my heart. I had nothing to say, I dun wan to say so much. But maybe ignoring me is a better choice bah. I'm always alone I guess. I'm just a useless person who keep causing troubles to yal recently. I need to awake and face this realistic world! I have nothing more to say already. And I dun wanna say much here if not yal guys will be pissed off with me again. I'm not gonna update my personal feelings here anymore. It's gonna be back like how it used to be. Really regret posting my feelings here and thus, causing so much so much unwanted troubles. Im sorry, sincerely from my heart.

Post Created Apr 5, 2011 6:54:59 AM

2011-04-05T06:54:00.001+08:00

Not that I want to lie to yal but I really want to have some times alone! Please dun blame Li for lying to yal that I'm home but actually I'm still at west coast park.

I dunno if I got hear wrongly anot. Heard huizhen called out ah ling but then I'm not sure. I was actually all along there just that yal wasn't able to find me or yal really believe I'm at home already. I'm sorry that I had to lie to yal and also not replying yal messages. I think I saw yal at west coast Mac but I dun dare to go over. After which I saw Karen check in at clementi Mac then I realize that hz and Jo had head back home while Karen and Cindy were at there slacking. Around 4plus, I'm super cold by the seaside so I decided to walk with the help of gps from west coast park to clementi mrt station. I saw Karen face was super black but Cindy was smiling at Karen. Seeing this, the more I dun dare to go in and find them so I continued to walk. I'm actually very scared. I keep hearing noises, a uncle keep following me and also I saw a dead rat on the street. So I tried to calm myself down and continued walking because I'm already half way. I think I nid a new pair of slipper in order for me to walk properly! This pair makes my feet having blister from walking from west coast park to jurong east mrt station! So, I took the first train back home.

I think yal are very angry about me for making yal worried so much. But then I promised I won't do this anymore! This is the first time and the last time! Next time if I want to go anywhere to ton, I will inform yal de! I'm really sorry for yal to make an wasted trip down and then heading back home. And Karen have to work in the morning today! I'm really sorry for causing yal so much problems!

不要担心

2011-04-05T01:58:00.001+08:00

对不起。我知道我很麻烦！让你们担心了。请你们不要再找了。回家吧！你们等一下还要做工的！而且有一个明天还做早！快点回家吧！我真的没有事！你们相信我好吗？我不会做任何蠢事的！我也没有在喝酒所以你们放心吧！我很好！快回家吧！

其实我看到你们，只是没有过去而已。等等，我不确定是不是你们因为我没有戴眼镜。但，我看到好像你们其中的一个背影。还是不要说太多了。

Thoughts

2011-04-04T21:03:00.001+08:00

I finally break down on sat. I just have the feeling to drink but I dunno that I will drank so much with an empty stomach which caused me to have super gastric pain the next day. I dunno why I'm so useless to be so drunk on that day. Maybe is just that I have too much of troubles in my mind and heart that's why on that day i finally fall.

I didn't want or say out my troubles to anyone before or should I phrase it in this way. I Nv share my thoughts and feelings that are too personal to anyone before because I'm scared. I'm dunno what I'm scared about. Wait, maybe I know but it isn't good to post here and I dun wish to. Maybe I will post it in my private blog.

I have never been so troubled before till recent months. Worried about this worried about that and thus, leading me to think too much also! I suddenly feel that I'm all alone in this world for the past months or so. I dunno when I had this feelings but then this feelings just keep getting stronger and stronger till sat that I couldn't take it and I finally break down. I know when I'm drunk on that day, I was shouting that no one care about me when momo was there to take care of me and I was very harsh to push him aside and ask him to go look after Anna. And I dunno if I got continue to say the next sentence in my mind anot but most probably is dun have. I dunno why I would do this neither did I say this to attract attention. Maybe I'm drunk thats why I say it out. Then, cindy came over to concern about me and I started crying. After that I ran away because I dun wan to listen or wat? Can't really remember. I know know the next moment I was crying over Karen's shoulder. She didn't say much thing but I keep saying nonsense. I can even feel that she was angry.

Daw was next to talk to me. She told me about her family problem and told me that actually those people around me all care about me just that maybe they care in the wrong way? I dunno. I really dunno and I dun have the energy to think so much. But I told myself in my heart that I have to stand on my feet like last few times!

I really had no idea why I shout out what's in my mind for such long. Maybe my mind is overloaded with thoughts that's why I say out one of it. I really dunno what I want also. One thing I know for sure. Being mature isn't a good thing. Always have to care about what the others are thinking, always have to care about others feelings. No matter how sad or frustrated it is, we also can't show out. I dunno if this is consider mature or what symptom is it. I always care for others but neglect about myself. Why? Maybe that's because I want others to be happy. But I dunno why? Everyone seems to be happy on sat and I spoilt everyone mood. Is that called mature enough? My logic is I want my family, sisters, friends to be happy and with them happy, I will always be happy. However they seems to be very troubled also! But I think Im causing them to worry. This is my first time break down in front of them, crying like a baby, which I'm not suppose to be! I should be the strong one to look after them! I'm king kong and I shouldn't be so useless and weak! Why the hell did I lose control of myself and fall down? Is there really a strong person in this world? I swear that it will be the first and last that yal will see me like this. I'm going to stand up on my feet again and be strong as before! I dun wan my mind to wander around anymore. No matter what or how I feel, I just want those around me to be happy. Once they are happy, I will feel happy for them too. I promised and sweared!!

P.S: sorry for being so down these few days. I'm learning how to stand on my feet once again. Sorry for causing all of yal trouble and I promise not to do like this anymore. I swear it will be my last time like this. Im gonna be strong once again and this will be my last time crying too! Really sorry. (I know yal keep receiving sorry from me but other then sorry I really dunno what to say).

Post Created Apr 4, 2011 9:01:28 PM

2011-04-04T21:01:00.001+08:00

I decided to head out to somewhere quiet where I can sort out my feelings and thoughts without anyone disturbing me. So, I remembered there's a guy commenting on my blog that I can take 175 to west coast park. After dinner at home, I told mum I'm heading out so I trained to clementi and then bused. Half way on the bus, I thought of buying water so I alight at west coast park. Bought java chip and plain water cos I dunno whether I wan to stay overnight over there anot or stay till Wat time. Took bus and I missed the stop by 3stops. I went to took bus from Opp and go back. Luckily this time round the bus got write where it is so I alight at the correct stop. But then I'm lost when I alight cos it doesn't look like west coast to me at all!! Then I remember I have gps on my phone and of course I used it to direct me there. It took me quite long to reach cos I walk the wrong place. However I finally reached at the correct place even though I'm not pro in directory. Sat down by the seaside.

2011-04-04T16:13:00.000+08:00

30th March:

So on wed, head down to iluma at around 6plus. Slack then went to have dinner with cindy, Jo, Hui Zhen and Eloise. After eating, slack at usual place then went back to arcadia. Wait for momo and anna to come then eloise, jo and me bused to one fullerton. Susu and Jeff were there already so we slacked outside till its about 10pm then we went to queue up for Butter Factory.

Its ladies night and all the tables are reserved so we couldn't queue up for free drinks and leave it for karen they all. I had total of 5 drinks which are vodka orange, 2 vodka lime, vodka raspberry, Bourbon coke and one tequila shot which susu give me to drink! And susu told me there's actually two guys dancing with me when we came back from washroom but I only remembered one of them but I dun even remembered his face!

Cute pictures on their walls!

One of the DJ which they dare me to go take his photo and he eventually smile!

DJs of the day!

The pervertic guy who keep bugging onto anna!

So crowded that we couldn't even move!

After which, Jo and Anna were super drunk and so, Momo and I got hold of Jo and went out while Susu and Jeff got hold of Anna and Li bah. Ask Li to take bag but she dunno how to so in the end I go and take bag while she look after Jo and then when I turned back, they were gone. Called Li and she say Jo was running around and she is chasing after her. Waited for the rest to come out. And then, Jeff was talking to Anna while momo went to find Li and Jo. After awhile, Jeff and Susu went to find Li while I hold on to Anna and head to esplanade to find Cindy, Huizhen, Karen, Eloise and Daw. After putting down anna, Li msg and say Jo and her at Youth Park Staircase so Karen and me went to find them. Found them and bring them to meet the others at esplanade.

Jo sucking her thumb!

Li's leg blister cos she wore my heels!

Went washroom and when I came out Jo was missing. So, in the end we went to find her and found her with Susu and Jeff. After which, Karen and me grab hold of Jo and bring her back.

Jo K.O while Karen trying to put blusher on her face!

Kahfai came and bring eloise back so the rest of us slack over there. I went to sit by the river side alone, listen to music while admiring the atmosphere. Around 5plus, Li msg me and say her whole body itchy so we and karen cab home first. Homed, bath and slp. Actually I'm abit drunk on that day and I rmb I drank Karen's beer at esplanade but then I had to keep myself awake to look after the rest. Just very epic happening on that day!

31th March:
Woke up in the early noon. Didn't had much appetite to eat in the noon and having stomachache too. Went to nap awhile in the late noon then karen called and ask me wanna go eat xiao long bao anot so I quickly go bath and kana nag by mum cos she is cooking dinner already. Was craving for xiao long bao for so long already so of course I went to meet them for dinner. Meet Karen, Cindy, Momo and Anna at outram park then we trained down to Farrer Park to meet Huizhen. Walked to Swee Choon Tim Sum Restaurant.

All of us were famished so we just keep ordering.

Stress over choosing foods?

So fierce while choosing foods!

Dunno what's with her secretive smile!

When all the foods had been served we then realize we ordered too much. We had

Soya milk that we had!

Them helping us to clear finished all the foods!

But, they still can eat mango pudding!

After eating, we walked to bugis to digest our foods. Went to slack at mac and then head back home at around 11plus.

1st April:
It's april fool day but I shouldn't have crack such a joke when she are asking me a serious question. I didn't know that my childish joke will make her so worried about me. I felt guilty about it and apologies to her but she didn't reply me. I started to feel anxious as this is the first time I made her so pissed off and angry, so I decided to head out for a walk. No doubt I walk till her void deck. I went to the playground to reflect myself. Then, I started to feel scary over there cos its real quiet. So, I walked up to her level but I dunno isit correct anot and I tried to look for her unit but then in the end I still dunno which is her unit. So, I walked down and started to walk aimlessly. Just anyhow walk and I end up at 7-11. Wanted to buy drinks but couldn't buy cos the last timing can buy is 1am. So, I slowly walk back home. By the time I reach home is already morning. Tried to sleep but couldn't sleep well. She finally replied me in the noon but I feel more guilty and sad after reading it. So, I went to buy stuff from harris and wrote a card to apologies to her for my childish joke.

2nd April:
woke up in the noon and my right hand knuckles were in pain! At 12am plus, went to buy chocolate and then walk to her house's void deck to wait for her. Don't know what time she will reached but I rather be early than late so I just sat down there till she came home. She's totally shock as she didn't know that I will be there. Chat for a short while then head back home. Still kinda regret why I didn't say sorry face to face. But she scold me not to say sorry anymore if not she will be angry with me again. Homed around 2.30pm like that.

P.S: I had never been such guilty before and so sad and frustrated before. I dunno why.

Woke up in the early noon then surf net as usual. Waited for cindy but then I have nothing to do at home so I went to prepare myself and head out to bugis at evening. Reached arcadia and David, a ex-colleague who used to work there mistook me as Li. I heard about him before but I never talk to him nor know him at all. He then turned and suddenly scold me. I was stunned for a moment then karen and momo burst out laughter. Then they went to smoke while I head up to mushroom to look for the rest.

Around 9plus, head to se7en with eloise with the girl which till now I still dunno what's her name. Eloise ask wanna drink so we order beer to drink. After which, zen came to join us. But the Kpop night is really boring! Most of the songs are either very old or they didn't download the correct MV meaning the MV suppose to be lucifer sang by shinee but in the end, another music came out instead of theirs. Super ps to the max! So, faster ask ah long to skip that song! I did pass all my kpop songs to karen and then karen pass to eloise and she pass to dunno who whom anyhow choose songs to dl! Totally fail! All old songs and some are even promoting products MV!

Jo went to make Bourbon Coke and I drank half of the cup! After which, went out to mushroom to slack. Accompanied Jo to go mac to help anna to buy food and cindy to buy ice-cream. Worry to let her go alone because she is already very high liao. After buying, continued slack around mushroom then played DJ and guitar with Jo. We accompanied anna to go throw rubbish. After which, waited for huizhen to finish doing closing. Head back to se7en and huizhen and me order tequila pop to drink and we help anna to order too cos she also got the feel to drink. Jo help us do and then we wait for anna to come then drink. After drinking, really no kick at all, so we deciding wanna order more but dunno want to order wat. In the end, they decided to order house wine which is vodka on that day. Its fruit punch flavor and we had raspberry and orange as our mixer. I drank 3glasses with thick layer of vodka and then danced with lousy music! Then, they ordered a tower of beer! I drank another 3 glasses! And I still can remember I keep "ta" eloise they all to finish it at one shot! Dunno why but all the drinks I had I drank it one shot down! And I shouldn't have mixed beer and hard liquor on the same time!

Dunno what time, huizhen was totally K.O. so they bring her down and cindy also having breathing difficulty cos she went to drink also! Moses was looking after me in se7en then I think he went to look after the others cos I keep telling him that I'm fine. Went to the toilet to check on the rest if they are ok anot then we went down to join the rest.

Suddenly I was super down and I went to a corner and momo accompanied me and started talking to me. I know I started shouting at them. I even cried out! I only can remembered some parts of what I did and some parts of what I say. Because my emotion was up and down that's why I started to vomit even though I tried not to but in the end i did. I vomited dunno how many times, cry dunno how many times. Then, cindy came to comfort me after that too, karen too but she didn't talk much. Daw came to talk to me and we sat down at a corner. She say I'm another one of them who dun talk out about my troubles. After listening to her problems, I came to realized if she can stand up on her feet, why can't I? So, I got hold of myself, tried my best not to be so drunk and act normal. Went to talk to Li cos she was crying. After that, went to accompany anna to 7-11 to buy water for the rest to drink. After that, then one by one slowly cabbed back home. Homed, bathed and I totally just sleep without waiting for my hair to dry. I still even remembered to take out my contact lens! Its around 5am in the morning that I fall asleep after sending a text to karen!

3rd April:
Woke up at 9plus, dunno why too. Then fall back sleep again. Jo was texting me to ask if I'm okay anot. Woke up at 1plus 2pm then the moment I went out of my room, it was empty. All of them went out. So, I went to brush my teeth, wash my face. But I couldn't stand for long. My gastric is in a deep pain! I guess its because I didn't ate dinner before I went to drank yesterday! And I didn't even know that I drank so much till I'm so drunk. I pulled out mattress and lied in the living room with tv on. Mum bought a packet of chicken rice for me and left it on the table. I drink water to clear my stomach but still it wasn't feeling that good. Ate a few mouth of rice then I didn't ate anymore. The moment I wanted to swallow, I feel like puking and the moment I feel like standing up, my gastric hurt badly! Super nua and not feeling well on that day. Luckily parents are all out on that day and I'm the only one left at home. Lied and fall asleep inbetween till they called me to ask what I want to eat for dinner but I told them dun nid cos I haven't even finished my food.

Luckily by the time they came back home, I was much better and my gastric isn't that pain anymore. So I just pretend nothing happen. Forced myself to finish my food if not they will surely nag. Then, slack on my bed and head to bath. Let my hair dry then continued to lie on my bed. Dunno why I'm still so tired so I slept super early! 9plus i guess. Woke up cos anna called to ask if I'm okay. She say I'm fierce over the phone! Tried to head back to sleep but couldn't. Later cindy msg me to ask if i'm okay. Fall asleep around 1plus or 2plus.

Post Created Apr 2, 2011 3:05:21 AM

2011-04-02T03:05:00.001+08:00

心里终于放下了一颗大石头，但是不知为什么心里还是有点内疚，不知道为什么。可能是没有亲口向她说声道歉吧，但她说如果再说对不起那么她就要再生我的气了！

当她看到我在她的家楼下等她时，她一脸惊吓，因为她不知道我在那里等她，我们只说了几句话就回家了。幸好我有写一封信给她，因为我不是一个能表达我的心情的人，所以写信是最好的。但，不知道她读了吗？也不知道她的反应是什么。

对不起

2011-04-01T04:55:00.002+08:00

对不起。真的从心里说声对不起。我真的好笨！你要问我重要的问题可是我并没有回答你反而经过大脑也没有想到后果就开这种玩笑。原本只是想开个玩笑，没想到害你白担心了一场。我不知道该做些什么才好。我不敢打给你因为你还在气头上，发简讯向你道歉但是你也没有回复，我真的好后悔！不知如何是好，只想要你消气。我也不敢要求你的原谅。脑子里一片空白，真的不知道该做什么才是对的。

我不知不觉的走到你的家，但是我不敢上去跟你道歉，也不知道你住哪一间。只好一个人在楼下反省自己。眼泪不知不觉的一直流下来。从来没有这种感觉过，真的好难受！为什么没有经过大脑就开这种玩笑？我以后再也不会开这种玩笑了。我真的好后悔，真的觉得我好笨！

对不起！真心向你说声对不起！:'(

现在已经是下午了，可是你还没有回复我的简讯。我真的不知道该什么做才好。反省了一正个晚上，觉得自己好幼稚，既然开这种玩笑在愚人节。我知道错了，以后也不敢再开这种玩笑了。这是我人生第一次害你那么担心，也是第一次惹你那么生气。我的心里好害怕也很伤心也很内疚，我既然骗一个那么关心我的你。我真的是有够笨了，我再也不敢了。我发誓我再也不会向你说这种谎话了。对不起，消消气好不好？

Post Created Mar 31, 2011 3:11:05 AM

2011-03-31T03:11:00.001+08:00

好希望在这个世界上的人可以没有烦恼，那么大家就不用灌醉自己来消除解闷了。看来，大家都比我还有更多的心事呢。

P.S: 我觉得我好没有用哦!
P.S: 我真的好累好累哦！好想结束这条生命哦！:'(

Post Created Mar 30, 2011 8:59:11 PM

2011-03-30T20:59:00.001+08:00

如果有一天我从这个地球消失，会有人懂吗？会有人想我吗？我好像变成隐形人哦！不，或许我已经是了。。。

我好寂寞哦！大家都会说他们关心我，但从他们的行为就可以看得出了。还是自己寂寞度过这个人生好了。。。

我是坏人

2011-03-30T00:09:00.002+08:00

为什么每次都是我做那个坏人呢？这难道真的证明我成熟了吗？如果这代表我成熟了，那么为什么别人就不能站在我的立场看呢？不是我不想解释，而是我觉得不必要。我不想要把一件小小的事情搞得那么复杂！

这几年来，我是觉得我成长了很多，也学到了很多，真心的感谢一些人。我这一年来也慢慢的让大家知道我的心事，但是还是要看是什么事情。可是，我还是会面带笑容面对大家的，不管我是生气或什么。但，我成经希望时间可以倒流，让我不要成长，还是那个幼稚、没有烦恼、不必为他人着想的我。那么我就不用每次都做那个坏人了。或许也是我太敏感了，所以才会想太多。

我不知道我现在应该继续做那个坏人还是什么呢？我那颗心终于忍受不了了，落下了眼泪。希望这次后，我能比以前更坚强，再也不要落下眼泪了。:'(

P.S:好像明天喝醉哦！但是不可以啦！我还需要照顾人的。。。

2011-03-29T17:16:00.005+08:00

24th March:

Slept at 4plus because was chatting on phone. Then wake up at 8plus and prepare to train all the way to enous! Cindy was still at home when I already reached there so went to buy vitasoy to drink while waiting for her to train here. Half an hour later she reached and then walk to Anna's house! Actually she asked us to reached at 11pm to eat the chili crab can already but we decided to go there early to help her. When we reached, huizhen was already there cos she was asked to reach there earlier to help her. In the end, we didn't really help her cook but cindy help her to wash the dishes while I help her to mop the floor whereas huizhen didn't do anything! We slack till Jo and Dora came at noon!

After which, we ate halfway and Moses came to join us. After eating, we just slack in her house till 2plus or so then we headed off to arcadia to deliver the chili crab for her while she went other places to deliver. Awhile later, we bused to scape to sing kbox but its full, so we went to cine one instead. Sang from 4pm to 6pm then went to meet karen. We walk to PS then ate dinner and slack around and then head to Cathay.

Watched Sucker Punch and after the show had a little quarrel with .... Those there should know but I dun wanna continue so I just walked off and cool down. After which, we walk to buy drinks at PS and slack outside the station. Till around 11plus then we trained home. Cindy already told me she wanna come my house to stay overnight afew days ago and then suddenly Jo and Huizhen wanna came to and I'm fine with it just that they have to wear my clothes! Then on the train, Karen suddenly also say she's coming and she say yesterday she already told me she coming but I didn't catch her meaning of it. And told yal guys, she was totally very nua on that day because she bu mian bu tai duo liao! hahas!

Blur face right?

Went to fairprice and they bought redbull and tibits. Homed and bathed one by one. Karen came after she went home to bath and brought her stuff over. Watched several youtube video and then they started to play poker. Awhile later at around 3plus, huizhen and Jo KO already so left the three of us. Karen and I started to watch random video from aliens to animals to kids to others! Around 5plus, cindy buay tahan and she KO also. Only karen and me KO around 6.30am but I couldn't sleep because I suddenly coughing all along.

Karen woke up at 8am, prepared while I made breakfast for her and then she went to work at 9am. I head back to sleep after that and then I'm the only one who heard huizhen's phone ringing and I had to switched off her alarm 3 times! All woke up around 11plus then brushed teeth and I cooked maggie for them! Slack till 1plus then huizhen and jo went back home to change while cindy went back to slp. I prepared and woke her up at 2plus ask her to bath then around 3plus we trained down to iluma. Bought drinks from taimei and went up. Cindy work from 5pm to 10pm so I just slacked over there. Went to break with anna and huizhen at 8pm thn continued to slack till 10pm. Went down and slack with cindy, karen and momo till 11plus then we trained home.

26th March:
Woke up at 11plus, prepared and head off to bugis. Bought kiwi for karen and avocado for myself. Didn't know that serene was there so didn't bought for her! Awhile later jiu start work. Break with Huizhen and Jo at around 6pm then went back. Afie came down and he's botak!

His hair super nice to touch! Hahas! Karen, momo and afie wait for me to end work then head back home.

27th March:
Stayed at home alone the whole day. Nothing much happen but saw double rainbow forming!

First time saw double rainbow!

28th March:
Trained to bugis to meet huiting! Finally met her because the last time I saw her is the last day of exam! We went to yoshinoya to have our lunch first then we walk to bras basah. Didn't manage to find those things that she want, so we went back to junction. Walked around then decided to walk to PS. Spend few hours over there decided those craft things to make for her friend. Then, we walked to 313 to shop but nothing much. So, in the end, we walked to isentan to have pepper lunch as dinner. She accompanied me to walk to YMCA there then she take bus home while I walked to iluma to find cindy as she is alone over there. Let her chill down then after that, we help Rez to do closing. We wipe the machines and then we went to throw rubbish! Free labour for the day but I missed those days where we worked together. Thinking of that makes me wanna cry! Hahas! Slacked till about time then walked to station. Susu and rez head home first while cindy and me wait till last train then we went home. Didn't know that I take the same train as karen cos I only saw her alighting at her stop! bathed and chat till 5plus then head to bed.

29th March:
Today is also another home stay day! Freaking bored and I've been munching on foods since I woke up! Argh! Didn't had any proper meals but just munching on foods that I can find in my house! I think I'm going to go jogging later on if nothing happens!

P.S: Karen is still ignoring my message!! How how? :(
P.S: I'm a bad person so dun come close me nor know me! :\

2011-03-27T21:07:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry for not blogging these few days! Am really busy and thus, no time to blog(thou today I'm at home whole day!) Will update my blog soon! :] Stay tune!

P.S: Since that day, "its" like a total stranger. Cold war I guess. Well, wat can I do?
P.S: Why are there always spammer on my blog commenting? Please stop spamming!!!

爸爸，生日快乐

2011-03-23T22:34:00.003+08:00

Today is Daddy's Birthday! Thought of bringing him out to eat as usual but mum said wanna cook chili crab cos its been long since we cooked it at home and dad likes to eat alot. So, this late morning woke up then prepared and head out. Had lunch then went to sheng siong to buy crabs and stuffs. Actually wanna pay for the crabs but mum insists she pay. Everytime also like that one. hahas! After buying, went home. I'm the chef today! Hoho! Prepared all the ingredients but I leave the part of killing the crab to mum! Because I'm scared of killing it and I feel painful for them! Even mum is scared of the crab because the strings are quite loose. We even use hammer to kill it! Pro uh?! After which, I cleaned the crabs and then cooked the vegetables. Then, I cooked the chili crabs but with the help of mum luh! Dad's home and then ate dinner.

Though its not an expensive dinner or wat, but its my sincere to cook for dad! And he seems to enjoy it!

P/S: One word for someone: Disappointed.

2011-03-22T15:17:00.004+08:00

So, last night, actually going to sleep around 1plus, so I switched off my lappy and lied on my bed. Played games awhile then wanted to sleep already but then suddenly, my friend said results are out thru mail! So, I jumped out of bed, quickly on my lappy again and went to check my results. Thought I might fail some modules because I couldn't do the paper but then, I didn't fail any modules and my results are much better than last semester GPA! However, my cummulative GPA still drop alittle and its been dropping since year 1! No sastified with results cos no 'A's at all! All are 'B's and 'C's! Well, I'm just an average student or rather below average, so what can I expect myself if I dun work hard! But am glad that I dun have to retain or retake any modules though. So now, the only thing is that I'm waiting for the posting of internship to be released! Most probably should be on 8th April if I'm not wrong but have to go back to school to see. So for the time being, I'm gonna enjoy and relax myself but I'm bored staying at home! :(

Today just went to rebond my hair! Now, my hair is super sticky to one another which mean like no volume loh! Everytime rebond hair will be like that. Also, now my hair is also very dry and my hairdresser keep asking me to remember to put oil. Have to wait a week or so then it will get nicer. Anyway, today had guessing game but in the end, I still couldn't guess it right! Because no a single clue is given and just wanna see my brain cell suffer! Super evil loh!! :(

Tmr is dad's birthday! Actually wanna bring dad out for dinner then ask mum about it and she say she might be cooking crabs if she's able to buy it at sheng shiong tmr morning. If not, then we'll head out for dinner! Had a few places in mind. All are chinese cuisine because dad only dare and like to eat chinese food! So, was thinking of going Paradise Dynasty, Ding Tai Fung, Dian Xiao Er, Pu Tien, Crystal Jade or Zhou's Kitchen. Or is there any nice chinese cuisine foods and not difficult to get there one?